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mengenai contact lenses

2012-01-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

bukak belog, terus nmpk previous sad post..

ayuh pos entri baru to replace it! wee

xmo la bk2 belog je rs nk emo2..

haha..

tp..nak tulis ape?

er..

kte ckp psl info semasa lah sikit ye hari ni.

mengenai lens. contact lenses.

sy ni..suke lah jgk pkai lens.

lg suka kalau xdek kaler sbnrnye..

tpkan.. yg colorless ni, tahan satu bulan jek.

hrga sama je ngan colored pnya..

kkdg merasa la jgk nk mate kaler2

kdg2 jela..

tp awak ni shy2 cat lah jgk..

pkai mata lens kaler2 ni..eye catching lah makanya

malu lah jgk nyew..

kte ni xde lah cantik mana nk pkai lens kaler2..

muka pn typical malay je.. xdek nye pan asia ke..mix ke..ape..

stkt nih xpenah lgla beli slain warna brown n grey.

kalo nak rs cam omputes, bru pkai yg grey tuh.

most of the time stick to brown jek.

so..skrg, kat pasaran mmg byk jual lens.

dari korea..taiwan..jepun..mana2lah..

penah la beli 3 pairs sebelum nih. sume ade la jgk label..

yg baru beli ni..lgsg xdek label ape.

takut lah jgk.

yelah.. senang2 je mnde nih dijual..

org xdek lesen pn bleh jual.

xde guarantee pn lens2 tuh slmt.

kite nih..mata ada 2 bijik je.

rosak, rosak lah selama2nya..

barang mau pakai lama maa..

kena lah hati2 jgk..

bru ni kuar paper, ckp psl lens2 nih.

sy xterbaca lah plk.. dad yg told me..

so..perhaps.. this will be the last time for me to buy lenses online.

murah mmg murah.. sy mmg suka bebenor mnde murah2 nih..hohohh

tp..tp... better mencegah drp mengubati kan?

mslhnye..lens kt dngun nih bapaklah mahal..ee

dulu penah beli jenama ape ntah..(bkn freshkon or freshlook la..)

rm30 lebih gtu je.. tp kat dngun nih.. rm60 kot!

dem.. kompem xbeli.

kite ni dah la spesis 'berjimat-cermat'

so.. masa nak balik cuti ari jumaat baru nih, smpat la singgah kt mydin. kt ctu ade kedai opto. murah la sikit..sbb dah penah beli kat ctu.

so i get a Freshlook lens for rm40. ok lah tu..

brand pn dah salu dgr. dijual di kedai opto.

berlesen. so, secured la sikit..

why take risks if u know there are other better options kan/

tp..huhu...kaler grey lah pulaknye..

iyelah.. dah terbeli online nyer kaler brown..(which now I'm not gonna wear it smpai 3bln like oways kot...)

xnak la sama..

nak la variety sket..

ahh..

grey pn grey lah..

after dah expired yg tuh I'll buy brown pnya ye? ;)

just satu perkara je mngenai lenses ni.

sy ni rabun.. n ade astig..

ni sy bru taw la psl term nih.

astig tu mcm silau pnya power la..

when someone rabun.. ada 2 mnde utk dilihat..

1st: kekaburan tuh sendiri. object will appear blurry

2nd: the doublings. object clear je, tp nmpk bertindih..or jadik double. ala..mcm ble kite julingkan mata tuhh..

sy nih, power silau yg tggi..

most lenses xdek power utk astig.

astig pnya lens ada je.. cuma mahal la sket...

so..nnti2 lah dulu ye.. huhuks.. i kne kumpul pitish utk dslr dlu

so (byk benonye so kau)... ble sy pkai lens, object clear..cuma ade doubling lah. tgk objek besar2 mcm muka org, pokok..bngunan.. ok je.. but not tulisan..

so(lg)..xbrp digalakkan la utk drive (sbb takut xnmpk signboard), especially mlm..

bace buku..or tgk mnde2 kt skrin laptop pn...xseclear pkai spek lah..

huhu..

ble dah kaya nnti.. trus operate je..sng. xpyh nk pk bwat spek or beli lens..

kan?

broke ups hurt but God knows better. cheer!

2012-01-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

break ups hurt

terlebih lg kpd org yg terlebih empathy cam sy nih.

either I'm in the story

or someone else's.

been there, so i clearly know how it feels like.

now..

i heard 2 of my frens broke up.

I'm not gonna say their name..

just.. hear me.

the story.

both girls stat kapel since freshmen year. 1st year lah tu maksudnya.

but i didn't pay such attention lah. mls nak amik taw sgt.

just taw la dorg kapel.

sume satu kelas.

ngan sy.

skrg.. dah abeh blajar.

people say, adat lah.. kapel masa kat uni je..

after dat mgkin dah tak sehaluan atau ape2 lah.

i heard.. this couple A..

I can see la the girl nmpk gak setia.

i tot they btol2 serius.

dah siap jumpa parents kot.

sy..suka la.. ble dah jumpe parent nih.

nmpk la official sikit.

sy xdek la menentang sgt kapel2 nih..

kapel la..tp..nnti kawen la..

jgn kapel suka2 je..

sadly..after dah grad..they broke up. why? me dunno.

the guy seems to like another girl he met in a program.

with all jiwang2 words in his FB.

kdg2 mcm dah psiko plk sy tgk.

sblm2 ni..xde pun tulis mnde2 gtu..

n rumors told me that..the guy xmo make it public sgt la ms ngan kwn sy nih.

"ape punya lelaki!!" bisik hati

her bestfren told me that parent the guy tuh dah suke sgt dah kat my fren tuh. siap nk pjuk lg si guy tuh..suh pk balik.

eii..geram btulla. my fren tu xdek la kurangnye. comel je. baik.

eii...si guy tuh igt dah kacak sgt ke nk cari lain?

geram!

tp..salah that guy kah?

mungkin la..dorg mmg dah xde jodoh.

but.. seems like semudahnya beliau berubah hati.

ntah la...

then the other kapel.

kapel B.

rsnya dorg pn since freshmen year.

i heard la that guy tu sort of kuat kontrol.

kuat jealous.

salu jgk la my fren kena tengking2 ngan dy.

(smpai one day..my fren xtahan..nah amik! kena sebijik penampar kat muka. padan muka!)

hm.

that guy tu org penting la jgk.

byk nk kena bersosial.

jumpe rmai pompuan.

n...

masa tahun akhir, i keep seeing that guy ngan other girl. our classmate lah jgk.

sy xheran mana pn.. sbb dorg satu projek, so byk nak kena bincang sama2.

...........tp.. byk kali lah jgk bersama-sama nya.

"aii.. si _____ x jeles ke.. ngan ______ je memanjang nih. kalau aku..aii......" bisik hati.

so skrg.. after they broke up, mmg the guy kapel ngan si classmate td.

hmm..

*sebak nak marah

meaning.. mebi that guy mmg dah main2 perasaan ngan si classmate while still wif my fren tuh.

(*prasangka semata2..ishk2)

ls la nk cter pjg2.. lari matlamat.

the point nye here..

is it really true guys bleh brubah hati secepat tuh?

how dare la..

so... not-loyal.

haih.. ni bikin makin pyh nk pupuk kepercayaan kt lelaki nih.

igt pompuan ni mainan ke?

sy rs..most of us girls kapel pn.. matlamatnye nk kawen.

bkn suka2.

like me.. myself.

skrg single mingle.

slowly searching la jgk for the possible Mr Right..

tp.. ape yg sy imagine.. bkn nak dating cmne..or..g tgk wayang sesame..

but.. what our life might be after the marriage.

sweet things.. like masak sama2.. how to teach our children ke.. date n honeymoon..

ptg2 kuar jln2 tepi pntai same2..

(cewah.. imagine xpenah xterlebih..muahahaha)

ala.. ape2 yg xperlu nk kaver2 utk dibuat lah..

(eh..ni mcm dah lari point je..)

skali lg..

why la guys r so un-trust-able.

i know not everyone begituh tp.. seeing byk sgt kecurangan..or..ketidakseriusan...

sedikit sbyk glooms the trust la..

still.. i believe everything happen for reasons.

i dun remember the correct sentence.. but.. something..

" maybe one's destiny is to enter ur life, but not to stick in it. they walk away once their purpose is done.. God has planned everything for you. that guy perhaps just a small part in ur long ongoing story"

p/s: anti btol la cter2 break ups nih. eurgh!

acapella, netball n DEBATE?!!

2012-01-21T13:49:00.001+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME

skarang cuti!

yeah..

i think dah nak dkat 2 mggu kot i join gems.

best oh!

sadly... one of our company member, Wan Muhaini will be leaving us bcoz beliau dah dpt keje

RA kat IMR.

sobs.

baru kenal.. tp rs cam dh lame kenal.

sedih kot.

lgpn.. orang kuat netball tuh!

baru je nk brangan menang tournament.

bleh la kasi tggi sket sunshine stock.

apepun.. semoge beliau terus sukses2 di tempat baru! :')

sy..oh ye..sy belum cter lg kan?

hemhem.

kat gems.. sy join netball, acapella n debate competition.

acapella tuh...mcm kte kna nyanyi without music la.

4-5 org per group. sume kena la mula2 tuh..

then my grup menang 1st round.

sadly *lg.. kalah 2nd round.

haha..dah sore x sedap.. nak bwat cmno..

dapat lagu i will survive kot.

ok la..mula2 rasa cam senang.

cube korang nyanyi.. cube korg ikut rentak dy yg cepat tuh..

cube korg nyanyi in grup..

nak dptkan ke-serentak-an tuh pon satu masalah besar kot.

apepon, dah lepas.

we had fun!

then.. masuk netball plk..

actually..sume org kena masuk game.

yg ade..

Soccer

Volleyball

Netball

so.. soccer? er.. kena byk2 lari.. mls lah nk berlari2 sgala..:P

volleyball? er.. tangan x ckup kuat kot. me dah la kurus.. agak2 kalo bola dtg.. me lari kot.. haha

so..tinggalla netball.

since sy xpenah main netball..sy still sgt blur rules dy.

(okla..ade skali time kat sbp dlu.. tu pn sbb ade sukan antara rumah.. so, terpksa gak masuk sbb x ckup org

for sure kalah la time tuh..sobs.. rmai bdk len yg terer)

now me jadik GS. yg duk shoot bola tuh.

nk jadik yg byk2 gerak kt tgh..xckup agresif lah kot..

so.. jadi shooter jela..

baik ready kt D je..tggu bola n shoot.

kang terlanggar mana2 peraturan plk..

me..pndai ke shoot??

boleh la jgk sket2..

tp..mostly si Wan la yg shoot.

tu yg ktorg dah menang 3 round berturut2 tuu..

cayalah!

skrg..Wan dah xde..

sy..kena usaha sungguh2 lah!

drp 5 trials.. at least 3-4 kena masuk!

tp.. nk usaha cmne.. dh hari2 ade tournament.

ntah masa bila nk pektis..

i just need to practise..

nk tune tangan.. jgn terlebih kuat or terslow..

(ayat keling. I know)

so.. i hope, we'll do well la after this.

lastly.. Debate.

oh my god! tak penah2 berangan or byg diri masuk debate.

ni bdk2 company la pnya keje..

pegi vote sape suh

they said..tgk performance masa presentation proposal baru2 nih.

sy... present bleh la.

ni debate kot.

paham tak DEBATE tuh camne??

nk kena hentam2 org..

ckp in public..

ohmy.. I was like fainting tahu?!

kite ni dh la jenis introvert. shy2 cat lagih..

me n my other 2 team members dah la diberitahu lambat.

i mean.. dorg lmbt vote n decide..

so..mmg xckup nk prepare btul2 la

dah la rules pn xtaw..

hari nak debate tuh bru nk prepare sgale

30 mins b4 debate tuh bru nk prektis..tu pn just nk tgk spy point xbertindih atr satu sama lain.

bkn pektis nk hentam2 sgala

mmg blur r wa ckp sama lu

somehow.. i heard we won the 1st round.

TAHNIAH or TAKZIAH?

huwaa.. pasnih nk kenal lawan lg ke?

sengsaraaaaaa T______T

menang netball mmg hepi.

menang debate.. hum.. perasaan bercampur2

hepi la menang. sape x ske menang.

tp..kalo dh menang.. kena masuk next round. kena debate lg.

tsk.

apepun.. I'll try my best lah.

just utk company tersayang (lah sangatt)

mmg unbelievable lah.

mula2 masuk je dah busy.

sy yg passive nih.. yg xbrp rajin nk join itu ini..

tibe jadik ala2 pelajar cemerlang pulak.

org yg masuk lg awal dr sy pn xdek sebusy tuh.

bukan sibuk organize event.

sibuk TERjadik participant.

hadoila.

me xdek la menyesal pn.

suka je..

mmg terrifying.

xpenah ade pengalaman gtuh.

tp..

ni la masanya.

xdek la takut sgt nk involve.. ble dah taw sume org pn same je level.

xdek la yg super brilliant.. or super terer..

main netball tu pn..menang sbb yg len pn same2 xpndai main.

just lucky je I guess.

debate pn sama.

conclusionnye.. best la join.

dpt kwn baru.

dpt try mende baru.

blajar mnde baru.

dpt duit.

dpt duk resort free.

dpt mkn n minum free.

business tu xleh ckp la

tp busy2 pn xdek la smpai tensen smpai nk pecah kepala

they're not that evil la..

until next time.

me want to hv lunch pulak!

CEO's PA? oh mann..

2012-01-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

hait!

today's my 4th day kat Merang Suria Resort nih.

oh..FYI, I'm joining GEMS

Graduate Employability Management Scheme

korg gugel jelah..mls nak cter pjg.

nak tdo neh :P

actually me dftr lmbt..so theres agak byk of things yg me tertinggal..

but I'm catching up

bcoz of dtg lmbt..

I got the position as CEO PA in my company.

seua 20 org..

everyone got jawatan masing2

ceo ke, hr manager ke.. finance ke..coo project ke..

mcm2 lah..

still blur2.. but itsokay.

the beginning is always like this.

me..malu2.

tibe2 nk kena jadik pa ceo.

ceo plk lelaki.

haih.. trouble btul nak kena deal ngan lelaki.

lg2..ble jadik pa.. maunye kena slalu update ngan beliau.

bkn x suka..

cuma.. ntah.. xreti nk berkomunikasi ngan lelaki.

hmm..awal lg kot.. nnti me sempoi2 lah kot ble dh ngam sket.

so..afraid lah..he might think me xpndai bwat keje ke ape..

ceo..hensem? haha.. boleh laa.. ngahahaha..

n ade la jgk some other participant yg not bad lah looks nye..hahaha

tp.. no feelings2 ea..:P

seyesly..

mebi sbb me waiting for sumone else...? :P

tp..tp..yg jadik mslhnye..sumone else nih..me think.. xtahu kot yg me like him

aiya..

me minat2 gtu jela..

tp..tp..minat gtu2 pn..

seems like.. me eyes not really terlekat to anyone here.

got time to online.. I'll go stalking his facebook..

his..twitter..

ni..minat2 gtu je ke?

aiya... me pn dh xsure.

minat..n like.. same ke?

=.=

tp..tp....kang melepas plk....

tgh byk pilihan nih.

HAHAHAH

adoi.. lari btol nawaitu.

ehh...xjgk.

i came here.. for few reasons.

i want to improve my skills

i want to de-freeze my brain

i want to get new frens

i want to get exposure..

exposure. u know la.. me ni jenis segan2 ngan lelaki..

kalo duk umah je.. ntah ble la nk dpt exposure kan..

seeing frens n cuzin now nearing to the married life

mane x jeles.

me..calon pn xdek lg.

haih..

who knows... my jodoh's here? hohohh

dude.. at least i hv the gut to berusaha..

not just tunggu jek kan.. I am too a capable person ok!

erk

falsafah apekah

okla.. me dah fenim2 lalats..

me cabut dulu ea..

2012-01-09T10:12:00.000+08:00

hehe...hehehe...

hikhik..

kihkihkih... hohohhohh

....heeeee..

ok sy sudah gila

=.="

kau ade? :P

2012-01-06T13:16:00.001+08:00

the lagu yg paling correct for this moment is...

"Save Me"

by Remy Zero

the chorus especially.

save me from temptations.

for digital single-lens reflex camera

T___T

p/s: one of my ways to lesser the heat n the beat last nite is by downloading some photo editing softwares into my mobile phone. ohsum tahu takk!? bleh edit color, saturation, hue.. bleh bwat selective color..dah mcm photoshop dahh.. effect lg.. then ade software vintage cameras.. peh.. 6 vintage cameras tross.

DSLR, kau ade?? :P

nah amik!

by The Little Orange Box

by Xolaroid 2000

by The Pinhole

by The FudgeCan

by Hipsteroku

satu lg..er.. terdelete =.="

ni satu lg.. hasil software yg sy ckp bleh bwat selective color (dan bermcm2 lg effect ye :P), with photoshop-like function

fresh from phone derr.. xmen r nk transfer masuk lptop. then edit. then upload.

again.. kau ade? hah? hah? hah?? :P

fyi, me phone is sony ericsson experia mini pro. n..sy taw model nih da ade nama baru.. SE Mango ke ape ntah. haha..xdek mahal2 pnya pon. ok, mhl la sket..tp mampu milik r for student or..exstudent yg xbekerja lg nih. xdek nya ribu2.. dah keje kan aritu, dpt la dwet. boleh la beli.

lalala.. that's why it's a very good thing to invest into a phone with considerably great camera. with a bit of decent technology. ANDROID! hohohh

now I'm talking geek.
err.

si abg yg tegas. (tp comel! hehe)

2012-01-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

tgk lah.

sangatttttt comel!!

garang jgk nmpk si abg tuh. hehe.. tp..kecik2 da nmpk ciri2 kepimpinan. hoho..baguih2

si adik comel je bg lidi, nk tukar ngan abg pnya..

kool je abg bg..

pkai sluar love2 lg.. kekeke

oh my

T_____T

terlalu comel!!

may someday dapat anak2 comel yg mcm ni ^^,

on caffein

2012-01-05T13:26:00.003+08:00

harini sy nk merepek byk2. abaikan saya. ok?

all hyped up bcuz of a cup of coffee.

huah.. coffee. pnya la suke.

dgn bangganya sy mengaku yg sy ni coffee lover.

addicted ke?

ntah la..

ade la jgk simptom2 addicted.

tp.. sy suka rs dy.

however it tends to yellow me teeth.

itu yg kureng gemor tuh.

baru beli ubat gg jenama white glo.

sbb colgate pnya mcm xdek beza mana pun..

berkesankah..?

well.. still early to conclude anything.

yeah.. senyuman yg menawan is the senyuman yg ade 2baris gg putih bersinar!

erk.

tp.. my gg nih.. abit xteratur. gg kapak tu..

n some of gg bwh.

hopefully someday.. dpt la psg braces.

huhu..

b4 kawen?

kekekekeke

tp..kalo b4 kawen..cam x smpt jek.

me da umo 22..

so.. mebi lg 2-3-4 tahun kot kawen..

kalo ade jodoh la ngan sape2..

braces maunye dlm 2 tahun gak kot.

uhuks

tgk le cmne2..

me ni dh la takot nk g jumpe dentist.

trauma masa kena psg besi dulu..

rahang retak, sbb xcident.. so.. sebulan jgk la pkai mnde tuh.

sakit ok.

nk psg.. dh la bius abis mulut..

nk jerit.. tak kesampaian..

berlinangan air mata sajala..huhuks..

then.. in concious sy nmpk d doctors psg besi into my gusi..

huk..

mcm frankenstein je rs...

then.. masa nk cabut lg seram.

no bius!

uwaa...

bygkan la...

bleh rasa bila dy tarik dawai2 besi tu... bergeser ngan gigi..

gigi dlm gusi okeh.

er... cmne nk xplain.

erk..

apepun..kesimpulannye.. huu...trauma.........

hem.. nk merepek bnda len sbnrnye.

nk ckp psl kasut.

kasut kaler putih.

sememangnya sy suka warna putih. especially utk kasut..or..sandal..or..wedges..

bru ni jumpe satu kasut.. yg mcm kasut converse tu la..

kaler putih.

oh hensemnye~~

hem.. korean style..tapak sikit tinggi..

ala2 snsd gtew..

haha.. tp xdew la tiinggi bebeno.

seyesly berkenan.

ade sikit labuci..

uwah.. putih. kelemahannye: cepat nmpk kotor.

then.. ble basut pn.. dh xseputih asalnye.

so.. terpksa la sy amik yg hitam..

terpksa tuh x tahan..

yela.. discount 70% kott..

from RM 50 plus plus..

jadik 18 hengget je.

mau x tergoda.

adehai..pompuan..pompuan..

me ni xdek la ske beli kasut mahal2..or branded.

xpenah beli pn BUM.

Converse pn.

cap mydin o giant je.

sobs.

ala.. janji nmpk kool sudah.

haha..

screw the brands.

hem. hitam pn ok gek.

nmpk lah stylo sket.

tp...me still heart white...wuu..

then.. nk melalut ape lg ek.

oh ye.. previously ade ckp nk jadik mature kan?

inspired by other people..yg same umo tp..mature n professional.

me.. hmm.. mmg pesen dlm blog byk merepek kot.

sy sgt suka ckp..or tulis ape sj yg sy rs.

penting o x penting.

anything.

so.. like a quote..

'when it starts to be boring, I'll turn back being myself"

lebih krg cmtuh la kot.

haha..

huah.. teringat plk one of my goals dis year.

dslr. by d end of april.

ni keje x..

cmne nk cari duit...????

heish.. makes me dah xsenang duduk.

april.. lg 2-3 bulan kot.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

zarin, ko merepek tak sudah... mmg xde nya duit nk dtg kat ko.

pegi cari la!

yelah2..

da brp ari brazam nk kuar cari keje dkat2 umah neh.. b4 dpt keje yg lg kukuh..

tp..at the end.

xkuar2 jgk.

bad..bad.

zarin, ko kene kuar jgk ptg nih!

baekkk bos!

oh ye. satu mnde lg nk cter.

abah beli lg satu kete.

wee.. kete kancil je..tp.. really needed la..

skrg abah dah apply keje balik.

so..nnti beliau akan g keje.

adik g u. adik yg xde lsen moto.

umi pn keje.

so..everone gotta go somewhere.

which.. dlm musim2 hujan..yg I believe dah nk mengundurkan diri ni..

still.. a car is needed.

kancil. auto. dah ok sgt for young people like me n my sista.

nk pegi mana2 sng.

both of us mmg xdek lsen moto.

lg lah..

hohoh..

so..sgt2 ALHAMDULILLAH.

ktorg xde la kaya.. sederhana je. parents pn keje ma n nurse je.

tp..can be said berkemampuan la jgk. mebi sbb saving kot? ntah la..

xde r..darurat sgt. smpai pyh sgt.

n parents pn ade simpan duit dlm tabung haji utk me n my sista.

kiranya.. alhamdulillah sgt2.

kalo ikutkan...

dah bleh pegi haji dah.

tp..tp....hem.

bkn sy xnak. tp.. ade prsaan takut jgk.

sy byk dosa..

takut.. nnti ape2 berlaku. kat sana.

huu... zarin..zarin.....

ntah bila la nak betul2 jadi hamba yg baik ni?

huhuk..

psl prediction of Mayan people tu sgt menghantui sy.

dorg just ramal je ke..

or.. ade pengiraan tertentu..?

then.. penah bace artikel..

kiamat happens pd hari jumaat.. or..in ramadhan..

ke sy slh bace..?

ha.. terjumpe satu..

Nu'aim bin Hammad meriwayatkan dengan bahwa Rasulullah saw. Pernah bersabda: Bila telah muncul suara di bulan Ramadhan, maka akan terjadi huru-hara di bulan Syawwal...". Kami bertanya: "Suara apakah, ya Rasulullah?"

Beliau menjawab: "Suara keras di pertengahan bulan Ramadhan, pada malam Jum'at, akan muncul suara keras yang membangunkan orang tidur, menjadikan orang yang berdiri jatuh terduduk, para gadis keluar dari pingitannya, pada malam Jum'at di tahun terjadinya banyak gempa. Jika kalian telah melaksanakan shalat Subuh pada hari Jum'at, masuklah kalian ke dalam rumah kalian, tutuplah pintu- pintunya, sumbatlah lubang- lubangnya, dan selimutilah diri kalian, sumbatlah telinga kalian. Jika kalian merasakan adanya suara menggelegar, maka bersujudlah kalian kepada Allah dan ucapkanlah: "Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Rabb kami Al- Quddus!", karena barangsiapa melakukan hal itu akan selamat, tetapi barangsiapa yang tidak melakukan hal itu akan binasa.

so.. cmne?

me not saying mmg kompem tahun ni kiamat.

there's a possibility.

tp..kan..ade ckp kiamat dtg mengejut.

so.. bleh jadik ble2 masa saja.

kenapa takut kiamat?

kenapa takut mati?

takut xsmpat nk betul2 jadi hamba yg patuh?

takut xsmpat nk prepare?

takut xsmpat nk sediakan bekal.. ?

hem..

deep in my heart sy mmg aware.

tp xdek tindakan.

why...?

er.. tibe2 jadi serius.

bile dah high ni.. mmg xstable skit.

huhu..

(nnti nk letak under what label ni..?huhu)

erm...

psst...

bru ni.. chat skali lagik ngan guy yg sy ade crush tuh

tu pn sbb i request to follow him on twitter. then me tegur. then..he buzzed me kat fb..chat kt ctuh sbb lg private.

haha.. bunge2 skjp

abes kontrol kool xmo bg obvious.

lol

dy da ade gf kot.. so.. ala.. minat pn salah ka?

dah terminat.. nk bwat cmne..

tp..tp...he asked for my number lah!

haha..

zarin..ko jgn nk perasan lebih2.

a friend mtk number.. no big deal ok?

yelah2.

xlebih dr hrp dy msg je.

ak xdek nye nk start msg. (since he miscalled n i got his number too lah.. wakaka)

tp.. me dun like to interrupt. i mean. i won't be d first to start. not me style. just keep it kool.

i can hear lah d setan..

told me to wish he wud clash wif dat girl n pick me.

lol.. jahat pnya setan.. shuh..shuh..

so.. MR RIGHT, cepat cari saya! .. sblm sy brgn mcm2 ngan org yg salah..

haha..

er.. i think i gotta stop.. sblm mcm2 mnde lg sy cter kt cni.

2012-01-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

I missed you yesterday.

same goes today.

sadly. u don't know anything of this.

2012-01-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

fickle heart..?

should or shouldn't

2012-01-03T12:46:00.000+08:00

hm.

in dilemma.

I'm currently applying for this job.

as RA.

kat UM.

but..most people know rite.. ble jadik RA nih, usually..akan sambung master.

sy nk je sambung master......

tp..... sy nk smbung kt oc.

huu..

then, the Dr yg cari RA tuh..

in bidang Bioinformatic.

ohmy. mnde yg sy xdek involve pn sblm nih.

minat? ntah la..sbb xtaw mnde ape..xtaw interesting ke x..

tp..nmpk cam complicated jek.

mnde2 berkaitan softwares..

DNA sequencing sume tuh..

oh sungguh aku blurr.

bidang sains ni.. yg sy lebih minat is microbiology. genetics pn minat jgk. tp agak tricky..so..takut xdpt nk catch up. mnde2 yg berkaitan medical pn sy suka. maybe sbb ade darah nurse n ma? hoho

hem. tp sbb jadik RA.. ade la income sket.

RA je yg sy berkenan.

RA kat universiti out of Tganu.

opportunity to go out of Tganu.

then.. fifi said she'll to rekemen me to the Dr..

I mean.. she rekemen me to the akak yg carikan RA tu..then akak tu rekemen me to the Dr.

sbb akak tu baik (rsnye) ngan fifi...

so.. kalo jadi pn, ade la jgk member yg dikenali kt sana..

xdek la terkontang kanting seorg diri.

hmm

mengenai belajar di oversea.

masalah pertama.. cost.

i tot nk keje dulu.. kumpul duit untuk sambung belajar.

seems mcm pyh jek nk cari biaya..

sy pn xde la cari thoroughly lg mengenai itu..

assumption aja.

then.. got tests. yg dgr2nye mhl?

IELTS..n TOEFL.. btul ke x ntah eja nya..

cmne kalo xpass? tp itu next pnya crita kan. haruslah bersungguh2 kalo nk pass..

usaha dulu..jgn sibuk takut xpass ke hape.

hadoilamak...

seriously.... ak akan keja in bio-related field?

huu.. sy salu je brangan..someday akan jadi usahawan. someone in business.

hem. kena cari calon usahawan lah kalo cmtuh. hahaha :P

bukan hape.. usahawan ni makes a lot of money.

productive.

so..at least I want my children ade darah usahawan.

so that they will able to hv a comfortable life.

xsemestinya kena kaya to have a comfortable life...

yeap I know.. but it wudn't be a waste for my chiledren to hv interest to being an usahawan rite.

haha.. jauh nyela mikir :P

yela.. ape2 keputusan yg sy buat skrg demi anak2 sy tahu..

I really want to be a good parent.

so.. begitulah..

ape2pun.. tggu explanation akak tu la dulu..

huhu

let go

2012-01-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

today I let go one opportunity to get hold of a DSLR.

sobs :'(

a guy, school senior of mine..

asked if I wanted to join him pegi shooting.

erk. bkn shooting drama or sy jadik model ye.

pegi tgkap gmbr. belajar.

oh.

kalo la sy ni lelaki yg jenis really go for it..

mmg da pegi KT join skali.

tp.. it's a girl here.

so..haruslah sy stay behind the barrier.

tibe2 nk ikut some guy.. me.. yg hardly kuar ngan lelaki ni?

oh.. how culture shock.

sy pn xkenal mana ngan dy.

penah jumpe n tego skali je..

tu pn terjumpa kt McD.

kebetulan..

then I knew he's a kaki DSLR when I saw a huge lens-ed DSLR in his hands.

bapak lah. mahal tu... lens pjg n besau gtuh..mau seribu dua kot..

huhuks.

dh la bwk moto beso. keje ape la gamoksnye ye...

so..

i had to say sorry la kan..

xterpegi la plk ke KT tuh.

btw musim hujan skrg.. mls nk kuar.

teman pn xdek.

DSLR-gadget yg penting itu pn xdek.

haha..alasan.

sy tau sgt je.. puak2 yg men DSLR nih salunye ade la spare..kurg2 sebijik.

kalo dh ajak, kompem la ade untuk dipinjamkan.

tak gtu..?

hehe..

argh..tempting!

kang xpasal ak kuarkan dwet tabung haji bwat beli dslr sebijik. hishh..

zarin....duit tu, nk bwat pegi haji or umrah..kan?

prioritize zarin..

ala.. nnti ble da keje, ganti la balik.. huhu..

hmm..ntah la..

KIV la dulu.. kalo dah asek tgk gmbr2 lawa.. DSLRs sume.. mmg la jadik tempting.

cube tak tgk..

hm.. yelah2.. tgk la cmne2.....

kelaparan apakah

2012-01-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

sy bru lepas makan.

nasi..

plus ikan 3 rasa..

plus tomyam..

plus ayam masak halia..

plus telur bungkus..

plus kailan ikan masin..

plus teh o ais limau..

40minit yg lalu.

15minit yg lalu saya masih kenyang.

sekarang..saya lapar balik.

=.="

perut gajah mana la dlm badan nih.

mkn byk..bkn nk naik pn berat.

kalo jarum penimbang tu move lebih dari 46 pn da sgt suka.

which is.. rarely happen.

nak gene? amik la kalo bleh :P

n give me some easy-berisi gene ea?

welcome 2012

2011-12-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

esok tahun baru 2012.

I believe there will be lots of entries regarding this.

apepun, Selamat Tahun Baru kepada semua!

semoga apa yg tercatat dlm wishlist tercapai lah ye ;)

hm.. sy pn nk bwat wish jgk sempena tahun baru ni.

not just wishes la I can say. more like matlamat. ape yg sy nk cuba capai utk tahun depan.

1. dapat pekerjaan. hm.. why xnak sambung some people asked. hm.. actually my jealousy upon kwn2 yg belajar kat oversea smakin unbearable. so.. hopefully sy dpt bwat master kt oc.

not easy. no small affair. but.. I have to set my goals right? yelah..sy ni xdek la genius mana.. xde orang dtg nk taja. well.. long way to go. cmne2 pon, kena kumpul duit dlu.

2. berhijrah. berhijrah dari negeri Terengganu. hm.. dad always told me to go out of Terengganu. even so, I am a bit reluctant since abah dh pencen.. but still keje part time kt Klinik kt Petronas Kertih tu. So he won't be around at home much. Mom's..hm.. she not very well actually. Still working. I know my existence kt umah xdek make such a big different pn. She's still d one who do all the cookings n all. not that sy ni mls sgt nk masak.. just that, I like to eat her cookings..wuuuuu... hm, anyway... somehow..some day.. I must go out. I really want to go out. learn new culture. not Terengganu's. so that I can improve myself.

3. buy a dslr! oh yes, I've been talking a lot about how much I want a dslr right? hm. If I have a job, I can save some for dslr. bukanla nk beli yg mahal gedabak tuh.. beginner level pn da ok. 2nd hand pon da ok sgt2.. sbb sy minat as hobby je. minat nak belajar. I have one in my head. Canon eos 550d. da lame kot kuar.. nk beli yg 2nd je kot. kalo la terlebih saving.. bleh la angkat yg baru punyaa.. or.. yg lg advance ke. hehe.. hopefully bleh beli satu b4 May.

tu material wishes plg obvious la kot takat nih.

kalo nk ckp psl azam lak.. byk je kot yg redundant ngan yg lepas pnya. apelah2.. janji sume2 yg positif.

erk..satu lg.. I wish to meet..or..get to know.. or.. hv any idea whom my Mr Right would be. seyes da makin jeles.. tiap2 taon ade je cuzin yg kawen. yg belom pn, da ade calon. huah.. da bley start cari kotnye.. ~~hohohh..(bkn mmg da lame cari ke?? hahaha)~~ yela.. sy taw sy penah ckp.. nk berchinte pas kawen kan. tp, nk la jgk tahu sedikit sbyk b4 kawen tuh. nk la jgk kawan dlu.. lgpn ak neh bkn la spesis suke nk dating2 ke hape. I'm glad that I'm sort of sorg yg menjaga. huha-huha pn.. xdek r sosial sgt.

bkn nk perasan. tp..mmg perasan diri cmtuh pon. hahaha :P

I also wish that I, my family n my frens..n whoever yg sy kenal.. diberikan hidup yg diberkati. Dijauhkan dari bnda2 xelok. Benda2 yg dimurkai. Semoga dipanjangkan umur. Semoga mati dalam iman. Husnul Khotimah. Semoga..diberi kekuatan untuk meninggalkan ape2 yg terlarang..atau ape2 yg tak disukaiNya. Diberi kebahagiaan dlm keluarga. dlm apa jua pekerjaan. semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan dimurahkan rasa bersyukur dalam diri. semoga tidak terlalu memandang dunia berbanding ketaatan sebagai hamba. Semoga Allah sayang.

sy ada banyak impian, banyak angan-angan.

tp..sy dgr..2012 kiamat.

betul atau tidak..sy tak tahu.

percayakah sy tahun depan kiamat?

ntahla..

yg pasti.. kiamat mmg makin hampir.

org buat dosa tnpa segan silu.

bencana alam sana sini.

usahkan tnda kecil, tnda besar pn byk dh agaknya..

sy..takut.

sbb.. sy tahu sy byk buat salah.

sy nk mintak ampun... sy rs.. mcm xlayak.

sy tahu..Allah maha Pengampun.

hm..

Ya Allah.. berilah aku kekuatan.

Dunia terlalu mempersona..

sedang aku tahu hakikat Syurga lg Indah.

kerana itu.. berilah aku kekuatan.

an inspiring blog I read.

2011-12-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

hye again.. hurm..

here to share something with you.

ok. disini sy bukan nak bergosip ke hape. pay attention n read till the last dot. alrite?

hm.

these 2 days.. I've been reading this one blog.

http://lutfi-fadil.blogspot.com/

who's he?

hm.

I get to know this guy. well.. I just heard of him.. after I saw che wan's relationship status.

hopefully u guys smpai ke jinjang pelamin lah ye :)

but thats not the main point here.

I'm a person full of curiosity.

I wonder.. what kind of guy would che wan like.. bcuz obviously.. she's a really remarkable person I've ever known.

a little stalking.

ends to his blog.

he's a medic student.

president of medical student society or something. of Malaysia okay.

which obviously..means.. he's also a remarkable person.

c'mon. wudn't be easy to be that far.

he travels alot. meet great people.. people of pengaruh alot..

go to big occations alot.

be representative alot.

(hensem lak tu..haha :P)

what a person to know.

but.. the thing is..

the way he talks in his blog.

full english.

you can see maturity in his writings.

although, he might just the same age as me.

ok, maybe older..a year or two.

but that's not a really big gap isn't it?

I see he wrote mostly important things in his FB.

obviously not like me.. yg sgt byk brangan ini.

update status yg ntah pape.

another thing.. hm. he's a anak dato'

maybe it's a major reason he wud've a strong background.

but..c'mon. lets not be so skeptical.

he even proudly drive Proton Saga yg lama pnya version. crappy..he said.

he must've worked hard to be who he is now.

besides.. he's a doctor to be. medic student.

duhh.. org bijak2 je bleh dpt course medic kan.

so.. how come both of us sangat berbeza?

bcuz I lack determination? bcuz I didn't born in rich or..as anak dato'?

bcuz of..what?

don't blame other people. blame myself.

it's not that i want to be him. neither do che wan.

(both suits each other greatly. oh my.. what a couple )

I just want to be the best of myself.

alrite zarin.. 2012 is nearing.

a great time to start.

The Guy

2011-12-25T18:15:00.008+08:00

hye..

here again. talking to myself.

hm.. lately.. well, actually.. since 4-5 months ago..

I..err... I..kinda...erm.. sort of... having.. a crush on this one guy..

(oh my, this is so embarrassing! ouuuhh)

the thing is.. how to let him know?

err...should I?

hm.. sometimes I think this is perhaps just a mind trick.

hm.. this guy.. well, i heard he liked(?) me..when I was in school days.

secret admirer la kununnye..hahaha..

(sungguh xsgka.. a dork n a shy person who rarely talk to boys other than those in her class)

but..maybe I don't pay such attention to rumors..

cuz I was keeping my heart to someone else at that time.

(n I also heard I was one of the girls yg femes kt skolah tu. femes di klgn senior? ironinye, i never knew it! haha.. i found it out just recently while chatting with my ex-schoolmate. aku : femes? haha.. lawak apekah?? diam2 cam ak pn bleh femes. yg ultimately mengherankan adelah..empunya badan xtahu menahu pon. seriusly.. spjg igtn ak la.. ak diam je dlu. byk ckp pn ngan bdk2 dorm or kelas.. or..some girls in my batch. ade sorg dua je yg usha.. tu pon batch ak.. tp ak..well.. xbrp nk accept la the idea.. cuz, as i mentioned b4.. there's someone else in my head. or heart? what ever.. )

xbley ckp la skola mana.. nnti obviously kantoi. heuheu..

erm.. me n this guy xdek history pon.

we talked (er.. actually..chatted) once. I knew that the fact he liked me from a fren. his fren actually. one or two years ago.. but, i don't take it that seriously cuz I thought "okay, thats a long gone story. perhaps he has a girlfriend now. too bad I know this late..hahha"

ouh.. fyi, i knew that after being dumped. so.. it's ok lah nk pk cmtuh..kot.. hahaha

then, there's an event this year.. that.. errm.. well...(ahh.. this is so obvious, isn't it?)

ok fine! screw the secret! hahaha.. I'm so bad keeping this to myself. haha..

okay.. there's a reunion. many ex students gather again. he's there. sincerely, I do looked for him. nmpknye, still berharap kah? haha.. but we didn't talk. how can I talk? to a guy? that i never talked to? never have a thing to talk about? duhhh

after the event.. at home.. FB-ing.. some seniors added me. I approved. n one of them say hi to me, chatted a bit.. n told me.. that guy..The Guy I mean.. wants to get to know me.

oh my.. seriously?? or..perhaps he just saying that bcoz he knew The Guy was once a secret admirer of mine?

he kept on saying The Guy will say hello to me someday.

and.. obviously, I was kinda waiting for it. hahha.. oh malunye saye >.<

not long after that.. The Guy did say Hello to me. 3am in the morning. He's on the chatlist. online. I was.. well.. couldn't sleep that night. I was so surprised. hahaha..

so we chatted. talked about studies..and what to do after grad.. n so on.

n that's it.

after that.. we haven't spoken until now. no development. *sigh*

haha.. well.. I did saw a girl.. on his wall.. posting something to him.. n saying hi n stuff..

maybe that's his gf?

melepas lah sudah~

(dun laugh. i can guarantee u'll stalk the person you like. :P)

but it wasn't something so confirmed about.

yes they do seemed close.. but, no 'sayangs' or what ever lovers callings I can see.

but seeing 'awk' a bit of hurting lah jugak. haha.. i definitely can smell jealousy there.

so..what now? I can't help to stalk him. Is this love? wahaha.. so tricky =.=

soooo...cheesy.. hahaha..

love is another thing. this is just a 'like'. should I tell him? but..I'm not gonna say it.. too shy for that.

just.. how to let him know? or..should I really let him know?

what if he really hv a girl rite now? that would be very embarrassing.

so.. he won't know lah ni? then I won't stand a chance lah?

sad lah plk.

haha..

haha.. this crush thing is sick.

this kind of things? doksoh brangan lew..huhuks

p/s: good to know my heart slowly opens.

La Parfum Shop

2011-12-22T20:41:00.006+08:00

yaw everybody! feelin' good?

ouf..where's my manner?

ok, Assalamualaikum~

xjwb dosa, jawab sayangg~~ ewahh

Zarin.. kamu.. sile.. jgn.. nak.. gedik2...pulaks..

haha.. eish.. skali skale nk ngade2..

yelah2...

okeng, xtvt berblogging agak slow lately.

becuzz.. ade satu mnde yg sy cube nk usahakan.

guess what...

I'm now selling perfumes. 1st attempt into the so called business world. eheh..meh2 la jenguk ;)

~La Parfum Shop~ <--klik
okay.. it's LAUNCHING time! :D since Christmas is also around the corner, I'm giving you RM5 discount for each perfume!! FREE postage also! Like the page, another RM2 discount! (am I crazy?) hohoho..

erk.. bg discount sempena krismas? adekah sy menyambutnye??

oh tentulah tidak. but somehow our customers yg bkn muslim pn nak jgk offer pape kan.

so..korangg kalo nk beli perfume, ckp kt sy je nk mana satu.. I'll try to give you very-the-cheap price.

100% original ada..

yg reject nyer ori pun ada..

gred AAA pn ada..

just name it. nina ricci? ck? hugo boss? dior? givenchy? kalo xde dlm album, bleh request. I'll ask my supplier ;)

why I say cheap?

sebab barang xmasuk butik..or market lg.. so, sy pulak xde nak tanggung sewa kedai ke..ape ke..

cheap2 je sudah la kann?? ;)

item pun direct drp supplier~

kite pn baru nak mula..huhu..

so, do kindly visit the page. like. n search.

inshaAllah sy akan buat byk promosi..

knape tetibe perfum Zarin?

ahah.. sebab.. sy..suke..bau wangiii~~

kalo nk tido, mesti spray dlu kasi wangi..

baru bestt..;D

tp, xmampu la den nak beli perfum mahal2 just utk spray bilik kann?

gred AAA pn da ok..

ape bnda perfum gred AAA ni smenanye??

ouh.. ianya perfum. hm.. some say it's an immitation. some said 90% yg ori cmpur 10% alcohol.. so thats why lasting power dy kureng compared to ori punya..

so korg nk percaya yg mana? :p

tp..lastingnye..at least 4-6 jam lah jugak. xde la skjap bebeno. depends on perfum lah jugak.

but if u hv bigger budget.. i suggest u go for ori ones la. cuz.. ada yg lasting smpai seharian! slh satu contoh acqua di gioia.. spray ari ni, esok pn boleh bau lg.. tp dh hawa2 la.. tu da kre extreme da bleh tahan smpai 1 hari. anyway, still depends pd perfum jgk.. sbb acqua di gioia tu edp..so, logic la.. sbb lg concentrated..

uih.. mcm hape je promot.. hehe..

apepun, sile2lah dtg melawat La Parfum Shop yek ;)

p/s: nk cter mnde len sbnrnye.. haih.. simpan utk next time lah.. heuheu

dslr.....

2011-12-14T01:01:00.002+08:00

bila saya da ckup duit nanti..

saya nak beli dslr sebijik.

tak kira!

humph!

"manade cantik...bese2 je.."

2011-11-30T19:28:00.001+08:00

are yaar... kiya hua?

hehe..

mood 3 idiots

tp bkn nk ckp psl 3 idiots pn.

today I post my thoughts as fb status after ternampak satu gmbr one of my typically friend.

surprisingly, rmai lah plk yg like.

xde ape pun. bkn gmbr pelik2 yaw.

she's a girl yg pkai tudung labuh, smiled n pose sket tepi cermin.

xde ape sgt pn kan.

cume.. yg makes me more rs nak gelak n sedikit annoyed is.. comment2 kt bwh tu.

mostly, org puji lah.. mmg bdk tuh cun pn. sy tgk pn.."eh, sape ni? junior skolah ak ke? cun lah jugak"

then she replied.."eh, xdelah.. bese2 je.." or " ishh... huduh je ni.."

dan seangkatan dgnnye lah.

ni bkn based on her pic je lah..

based on gmbr2 org len jgk lah..

nk bwat cmne.. fren list 1000 lebih, mcm2 berita lah kuar kt homepage.. (kite bkn retis ni, xdpt lah nk 2000 lebih frens..keh3)

makes me thinks..

that girl td.. seems nice. but, perhaps it'll be nicer if she didn;t upload the pic. makes her seems a humble n shy person.

ok, shy di sini bkn pemalu yg smpai nk ckp pn susah. shy=malu yg tahu melindungi harga diri. yg xsewenang-wenangnye memaparkan kecantikan diri pada sebarang org.

so.. makes me abit upset lah.

tell me again, what's the motive of uploading such pics at the first place?

obviously nk dipuji. xbyk pn sikit. elehh..xpyh la nk deny. sy juge pernah jek. haha..

~~skali skale~~ so, I clearly know ape perasaannye bile ade org puji. kompom kembang leww..

kalo nk ckp dari sudut islamik.. bkn ke, perhiasan pling indah pd wanita adelah sifat malu? then.. kecantikan tu.. bkn ke patutnye tunjuk pd suami? bkn la suruh ngan org len kne huduh2..ishh.. cume.. mksd sy.. simpan la kecantikan tu..mesti hepi punyelah kalo ur husb is the 1st guy to see how actually beautiful you are.. again, pndapat sy lah. ngan org len bese2 dh la.. xpyh nk cantik super2 sgt. just be appear nice n sedap mata memandang dh la.

(btulla.. perasaan nk dipuji tu yg dorong nk upload gmbr2 cmtu. siyesly.. ckp jujo ni)

but, xleh nk slhkan bdk tuh jgk. xpenah pn nmpk dy upload sblm nih. ~~mebi dy just nk try market? sy dulu pn..upload satu dua yg konon2nye cun pn motifnye just nk try market jgk. hahaha.~~

erk.. ni bkn nk hentam bdk tu jela. ni ckp secara overall. nmpk kelakar bile org puji then ckp 'ehh..bese2 jela..' i mean, uploading posed pics..cute looking..with obvious intention to obtain pujian.. rs..x necessary kot.

ni pendapat sy lah.

kalo nk upload gmbr ngan member2, xpe lah. at least motive utk share gmbr beraktiviti ke ape ke..

u'll know what kind of gmbr that i said 'obvious intention to obtain pujian'. u just know. even depends pd niat masing2 yg mebi kte xtahu, still.. what's the motive.

(sy rs..sy da mula ckp berbelit-belit....)

my point is.. xperlu lah kot nk upload gmbr solo, posing2 cun or cute. bikin riak je nnti bile org duk puji2. xbaik utk kesihatan~

tak takot ke nnti ade org save as dlm komputer? kalo dpt kt org yg berniat jahat cmne..

then.. ble org puji tu.. beri la jwpn brilliant skit. jgn la ckp.."huduh je ni.." sume org cntik. cntik dgn cara masing2. how dare ckp God's creation huduh. xbersyukur kah? ~~how about.." ha'ah, mmg aku cantik ponn" ? hahaha~~

to me.. sorg pompuan tu cantik.. bile selalu senyum. pkai tdung (seems nicer).. less make up..but not selekeh. simply, pkai la bdak..pkai lipbalm ke sket.. basics lah. xde la nmpk berminyak je muke, bibir pn pucat lesi xbermaya.. n then, girls yg xberfesyen2 sgt. sometime fashion tends to make people to look odd. simple2 sudaa. then.. yg suka memasak. xsemestinya pakar, bcoz nk obtain kepakaran tu mebi susah kot. at least ade keinginan nk rajin ke dapur lah. then.. girls yg kemas n bersih. yg suka budak-budak. girls yg solat n mengaji.. yg peramah dan cerdik. yg hormat org tua.. ckp softly2 gtew..

bcoz beauty ni sgt subjective..

I choose to look the beauty that appeals from inside. lelaki ke pompuan..same je.

=this is one of facebook's contras. makes people tend to upload unnecessary photos in it. so.. results yg kebanyakannye unnecessary pun timbul lah jgk=

jatuh sakit

2011-11-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

eurghhh.. ngantoknye =.=

tp bru pkul 10.16.

haih. cmne neh?

nk cter ape?

ntah la..

mamai jek rs..

td ade idea nk tulis ape.

dah lupe plk.

haiyyaa...

urm..

btw, nenek sy xsihat sejak akhir2 ni.

xlarat nk bwat ape.

makan xlalu..

demam da ok dah..

she said it started ms hari raya haji bru nih.

lepas tgk lembu kena sembelih semua.

sblm ni ok jek. kali ni....ntah. jadi mabuk gtu.

huhu..

so, org tua.. besa la.. rs sakit2 ni gara2 tgk lembu2 tu la.

smpai skrg bkn takat xbleh mkn daging lembu, dgr perkataan lembu tu sndiri pn xbleh.

huhu..

nk bwk pegi spital, beliau xnak.

takut xdek org nk jage katanya.

haih..

ade sgt je laa..

sy pn.. ada pegi tdo umah nek dua-tiga hari nih.

sbb xdek org kt umah dy.

ayah ren keje mlm.

hopefully, if anyone yg rerajin terview belog sy ni.. tlg la doakan kesembuhan beliau skali ek. huhu

(oh..idea td da dtg balik..tp siyes sy super ngantuk. off dulu lah kot..)

till then, bye~

aidiladha, dreams & 2pm in town!

2011-11-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

hai, salam aidilAdha~

byk nk bercerita nih..tp cam mls pulak nk menaip. ngantok sbnrnye, siang td whole day traveling balik Dungun.

penat.

bg point jelah. aci?

1. raya haji, bese2 je.. adela berjalan ke rumah sdara2 sbrg dua. ada bwat qurban. kerbau.

~~2. for 3 days berturut-turut duk mimpi guys yg penah@ sedang minat. heran bin ajaib. xdek plk terpikir. adoii. ari tu si 'A', next day si 'J' plk.. then esoknya lg si 'I' plk.LOL :P~~

3. paham takk dlm duk google psl ikan yg seolah2 tawaf bile dgr takbir, then jumpe la satu blog nih (yg mmg la ade cter psl ikan tu)..then from that blog juge saye dapat tahu 25th ni 2PM got asia tour kt stadium merdeka!

(nickhun: kualla llumporr :P)

ok, sincerely..masa mula2 tgk, I was like..
"oh my God! kena pergi nih! opportunity nk jumpe abam taecyeon n chansung nihh!!!"
tu 1st impression lah.
then ble da rasa rasional sket..
(after da tgk ticket price n all jugak..)
"zarinn, ko xkannye pegi konsert bagai nih. mmg la minat 2pm tu(T__T), tp.. u wudn't go that far kan? come on la zarin, be rational okay?"

so..okaylah. sy pn mana minat pergi konsert2 neh. xde nak brgn2 pn..
eii..dh la rmai org, bising2.. sempit, lemas.. imagine saje pn da geleng2 kpale.

tp..kalo 'kebetulan' g KL time tuh..'ter'lalu stadium negara.. n 'ter' tunggu abam2 perkasa tuh kuar.. aci x? ngahaha..
alaaa... tgk bumbung je pn boleh la...
knowing ade abam2 perkasa under that roof at that moment pn da ckup baik dahh..

(harap mklum anda sudah berlagak sperti peminat yg fanatik n psiko ok)

haihh.. dunia..dunia..
dah tahu hiburan semata-mata yg xdek faedah apepun, still nk amik tahu. huhu..
mnde2 ni la yg menjauhkan ak dr igt pd Allah..

tp....... still layan gak..hmm :(

chansung lg! kekeke

2011-11-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

you know what.. smlm saye mimpi chansung lg!! kekeke..

(sy ade cter x ms sy mimpi g picnic ngan chansung n d geng? rs cam pernah.. tp..mls la plk nk cter lg yg tu..huhu)

okeh..kali ni, mimpi chansung injured. ke..ade hal ape ntah.. yg bwat dy xdpt nk perform utk konsert.

bleh dy mntak tlg sy utk gantikan..??!

humang aih..

gile hape.

so.. kte ni pn duk pulun r menghafal step.

lirik lagi.

akrobatik trus kott.. huhu..

demimu chansung..cewahh.. go on jela..i want to look impressive in his eyes. ngahaha :P

ku tempuh jua.

but this time the feeling is not like the previous mimpi where sy sgt la amat malu ngan dy masa tuh.

kali ni sempoi je..

ckp bahasa melayu rilek je.. hahaha

(ni msti sbb tertgk album chansung smlm kt fesbuk. tpnye.. tgk sbb TERtgk je.. dah ade kt sidebar tuh. tgk pn satu album je. parox.. trus masuk mimpi kau..=.=")

neves la jgk. konsert kot. kte neh da la TERER ckp bahasa korea. adoyai..

smpai abes duk hafal lirik..

part of me nak je sambung mimpi tuh. tp..other part nak cepat2 sedar dr mimpi.. sbb takut nk naik stage. lirik xigt lg..huuu.. mampus!

so..akhirnye keputusan dibuat.

"Zarin, cepat bukak mate! cepat bangun dr mimpi!!"

dan... begitulah ending kisah sy ngan chansung smlm.

heuheuheu

p/s: fanatik kah aku...?

Jay's coming back..? nehh..

2011-11-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

hye.nk cter something neh.remember when I told you about this one guy yg I minat masa kt umt dulu..?ala.. yg nicknamed as Jay tu laa..

hmm..I dunno la..we chat quite frequently sjak akhir2 nih. kat fesbukwhere he's d one who started it.

dy tahu ke aku minat dy ritu? haih.. apesal tibe2 rajin plk chat ngan ak neh. dah la xde sengal2 mcm awal2 ktorg chat dulu.

mase mula2 tegur kt fesbuk, ade la jgk komen ke, chat ke ape..

tp mostly cam meloyar je.. merepek.. kona sana sini.

ak..ble da dgr khabar2 angin yg dy da nak bertunang lah.. nak kawen lah ape lah..xde r nk minat sgt dah. yela..org da berpunye, bwat ape nk berharap. kueng2.. lgpn..minat gtu2 je.. bukanye tahap head over heal. so, anggap as senior jela.. sbb tu xde nak cover2 sgt dah..hahaha. in my eyes..this guy sengal sangat ghupenye.

but lately, mcm kureng je merepeknye. huhu. sort of direct je. ok, ade la guraunye. tp..xde r mengom2 pnya tahap kesengalannye ituh. mildly la org kate.

ke aku je yg prasan lebih2 ni? adoyai..

smpt lg bleber kt ak.. suh pkai spek je, sbb nmpk lg educated. (n lg comel. haha.. xtipu ok. :P)

i was like.. erk..apekah. ske ati la nk pkai spek ke x. nak gak ak merasa tak berspek. uh..

i mean.. why's he telling me what not to do or..what looks good in his eyes?

ok..mgkin ak yg terlebih prsn kot. again.

mebi he's just saying what he thinks.nothing more or less.

lgpn..mebi sbb ak salu update status n pkcik tuh nyer fren list xde r rmai sgt.. so, terperasan la kalo ak update pape kn. ade r rs nak menegur. logik r kan.

ahh.. ak je yg prsn lebih nih.. ish.. dy kan da ade kak _ _ _. da heboh kot.. kunun2 dorg xde r declare ke ape, tp..masing2 taw r suke atr satu same len. ak paham la sbb ak pn penah cenggitu. ops.

haha. last2..ak jgk yg xdek calon nk bergosip. haih.. zmn kegemilangan da lame berlalu daa..

bru nk minat kat org itu ini.. taw2 da ade gosip ngan dat gurl n this gurl. haih. ni mls nk minat kat sape2 nih. LOL

kat manelah awk ni Mr Right. jenuh tunggu tahu..huhu

haila tanam anggur

2011-10-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

haih..

bosan gak tanam anggur hari2.

bosan..sbb xdpt income.

haha.

td browse tenet, cri keje.

jumpe r satu dua yg berkenan gile di hati.

bkn keje degree based la. keje cikai2.

tp.. kat gong badak lah plk.

sy mana ade penginapan kt sane.

kenderaan yg legal pnya pn xde.

xbrani jgk asek nk bwk moto je.

even xpenah la stkt ni kena tangkap kan..

taw keje ape?

keje kt kedai gmbr.

paham x..kt kedai gmbr, possibility nk maen dslr tu tinggi?

haha. lg satu.. dy cari yg minat photografi..n pndai edit gmbr.

er.. sy xde r terel sgt bab mengedit tuh, tp..minat tu mmg minat r.

haih.

kereta..oh kereta..

bestnye kalo ade kereta sendiri.

td ade jgak bbrp kereta 2nd hand yg berkenan.

ade yg murah. ade yg mahal.

yg penting, auto! haha

nak myvi sbenonye. tp.. minimum 30k.

aiya.. mana mau cari duit maa.

ade la yg murah.. kancil, 9k gtu..

still..berat ati.

alang2 ade kete.. nak la yg best2.

da la kete myvi yg sy jumpe tu kaler merah.

paham tak sy mmg nak kete myvi kaler merah??!

haih..

pyh nk bergerak ke sana..keari ngan aman.

nk keje, kne ade pengangkutan sdiri.

duit byk nk pkai..tahun dpn.

nk pegi _ _ _ _ _ la..

parent nk g haji la..

haih..

duit oh duit..

oh ye.. start esok, sy ade join festival konvo kt uitm dungun neh.

anak kwn mak bukak kedai bunge.

sy ni..xde r minat sgt bab2 gubah bunge nih.

terel pn tidak.

tp.. i think this as an opportunity to gain pengalaman.

so BE IT!

haha..

since ade sorg member (not really member la.. just a senior kt skolah lame yg befriend kt fesbuk) yg salu maen dslr said sy ni good in compo (even sy sndiri pn masih xbrp clear compo tu ape.. but, ikot pemahaman sy..compo or composition ni..mcm kedudukan object dlm gmbr.. xde r berterabur ke ape.. that give the photo a story or wuteva) so.. it's kinda make me believe that gubah bunge shudn't be that hard la for me. as long bunge tu nmpk harmoni.. jd lah tu..kot.. haha.

zarin.. brani kau join mende yg ko mmg xde involvement lgsg neh. ak nk tgk je kucar kacir cmne ko nnti..

haipp! ak xbleh org cbr ak neh. we'll see..we'll see!

tu je kot stkt neh. wish me luck ea. doakan skali dipermudahkan sy dpt kete sebijik. tehee :D

konvo+bisnes

2011-10-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

hai hai haii~~

lame dh xupdate. psl konvo sy pn xcte lg kan?

(nk cte skrg rs cam da basi jek..huhu)

briefly jela ek. 2hb oct bebaru ni sy konvo. yeah, tamat sudah pengajian slame 3 tahun kat umt.

people often say.."bestnye konvo! bestnye da grad! jelesnye.." n so on.

ntah..rs bese je. huhu.

actually agak kelam kabut r sbb sy bukak booth.

jadi partner si fuzah.

cewah..lgkah pertama nk jd businesswoman nih.

House of Colors nama diberi~

so..nk handle booth lg, nk keep up ngan konvo lg..

well, quite an experience la. I like gaining experiences. addicted to it.

then.. a friend of mine bg pinjam dslr die woo! ni ade kt dlm bilik ni ha..

harusla manfaatkan sebaiknye!

tp duk umah ni, bkn ade teman nk diajak kuar utk pektis shoot itu ini.

so, stakat neh..stuck lg r proses pembelajaran tuh.

anyway, still got time since he asked me to return it to him by the end of this year..

(mebi xde la selama tu kot sy pjm. ala, duduk sekampung.. bleh je nk bg trus kalo dy balik dungun. kalo nk, sy pergi htr je trus kt umt pn xpe)

thanks alot buddy! jgn claim suh jd awek sudaa.. haha

pure frenship okeh! :P

so..here i am now.. duk umah. xde keje pape lg stkt neh.

plannye..nk jgk cri keje kecik2 dlu.

plmn is important kan.

besides, mcm byk je job offers yg memerlukan pglmn kerja..plg kurg setahun..huhu

oh ye.. one of my wishlist's going to be fulfilled next year.

muahahahaha.. hepi tahan gaban!

(alhamdulillah...)

xsabau beno dh rsnye nk . . . .. . . . . .

hehe.. nnti ble da tibe masanye, sy bg teaser ok

(idea da mcm2 kuar dlm kepala! yihaaa~~)

oh, ini bkn mengenai kawen ok.

mcm xde bnda len je..

kawen..kawen..kawen..

LOL

(org xckp pn lg..haha)

err..abaikan.

sat.. nk bercerita psl siwon sbnrnye neh. next post la mebi..heuheu.. cam xbest je kalo skalikan. nnti org search choi siwon, kuar post ntah pape..hoho

i hate this part right here

2011-09-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

this is not the song by PCD. but the title suits d feelings rite now.

hmm.. sedih sbnrnye ni.

tp..mungkin terlalu public utk ditulis kat cni.

and this makes me losing all d convo feelings. seriously.

ntah la..

I dunno what to do.

is it really my fault.....?

sincerely, I don't think so...

*sebak*

sekadar gambar hiasan

I blame the internet for putting us apart. I can't apologize for something I didn't do. neither do coaxing. it's just not my thing. usually I may say 'it's not macho..' but, in this case.. I don't feel that I have to.

p/s: this got nothing to do with Mr Right

longg talk.

2011-09-17T23:05:00.001+08:00

ok. skrg da ade mood nak tulis.. bagus!

ekceli.. sy baru balik keje. n i was like..having a happy n great mood.

balik umah..on lptop..bukak fesbuk..

nmpk ade msg kt inbox.

adoyai.. boleh plk si tasha tnye kte solan 'bombastik'.

spoil kejap. ak pon da xigt ari ni harinye.

whatever la..mls nk ckp lebih2.

mls nk amik taw lebih2 jugaa.. huhu

er.. nk tulih mende dh td ek..?

(ala..da stat down sket2 neh..cmne neh?? caiyok zarin! you can do this! abaikan..abaikan..abaikan..abaikan..! this got nothing to do with you. cepat tulis ape ko nk tulis, n trus tdo!)

haha.. boleh tak jgn over2 sgt? ko xde nye down cmtuh.. i know you lah!

haha...saje je bwat ayat sedih sket. ishk.. org nk tacing2 sket pon xbley.

back to our story..

hurm..

there is this one girl.. kt tmpt keje sy. nadia (bkn nama sbnr) same umo ngan saye. 21. promoter jgk, tp bg produk len. orgnye kecik aje.

yg sy nk cter psl dy ney..

dy da lame kawen. kawen gantung.

then bebaru ni..baru bwat yg betul2 punya.

perot pon da makin membesar.

kre nmpk la obvious sket dr masa sy mula2 masuk dulu.

masa sy masih xtaw dy da mengandung.. sy salu rasa perot dy tuh. sbb nmpk buncit.

tnye dy..mengandung ke? dy xjwb. sengih2 je. ambe ni pom dibiarkan membuat andaian sendiri.

muda lg..tak kot.. n bermacam lg

(apesal rs cam skema ngat ayat2 sy mlm nih? ishk)

smpai la bru..bru other staff bgtaw..da lame dh sbnrnye.

*ceh..akuh takkan tertipu lg!

so..da xbg dy bwat keje berat r.

haha.. kalo org terlanggar dy, trus sy sound (marah2 gurau la mksdnye. haha)

haha.. dah mcm bodyguard dah rsnye.

yela..ktorg berdua je promoter kt wtsons tu. so.. ktorg salu bersama2 r..dh staff wtsons yg len sume asek busy je..uhuhu

salu je dy cter time suwit muit dy ngan hubby dy.

erk.. jgn slh fhm.

ala..suwit muit yg mcm kapel2 bwat la.. bkn yg ekstrem2 tuh. eishk.

cume ni cter halal. suke r dgr.

jeles kotttt..

dy bru cter cket.. sy dah mula

"waaa!! comelnye!!"

or.."oooohh!! sweeetnye!!"

xketinggalan " arhhhh!! geramnye!!"

dan "arhhhh!! jelesnye!!!"

adoyai. over kan?

nk bwat cmne.. kte ney.. azam nk berchinte lepas kawen.

calon pon xdek..nk berangan ngan sape pon xde.

*eii..nanges kang! sy xbley kalo jeles terlebih nih. mau jeles smpai kuar air mata jgk! LOL

kalo kapel duk bwat bnda sweet muit.. sy xbrp nk jeles pon. seriously.

jeles tu lebih kpd org yg da kawen.

wei zarin..pehal ckp psl kawen plk ney?? gatal eaa??

haha.. ala, pompuan..ske je ckp bab neh. wekk

oo..dah tu..kawen r cepat2...hehe

erk..xbley r. hati xterbuka lg. uhuk.. ntah mana aku buang kuncinye ak pn xtaw la..

ceh. hyperbola!

lalala..seyes la.. org x terasa nak trima mana2 lelaki lg..

ckp jela xde calon! kah2

wek.. yela2.. xdek calon. xdek org nak kat aku ney..

olololo..bwat ayat sedih lak. ala.. ak paham la. ko kan mana reti nak sosial2. nk ckp ngan lelaki pon terketar2.. mcm mana laa nk jumpe calonnye.. kalo bkn kwn sekelas ko, bkn satu skolah or satu u..bkn kwn sekerja ko..ko mmg bwat dono je kn..

itula.. aku pom rsau neh.. cmne la aku nak jumpe Mr Right aku nnti..

hahah..ko neh. smpai ke USA pikirnye. ala.. the right guy will come when d right time comes. duhh.. chill r. enjoy your youth. byk jimat pe skrg. xde r nak abes kredit msg or call pkwe ke ape.. lucky sgt dahh tu. ngee

yela2.. ei.. setan kat sebelah neh duk cucuk ak. si nafsu pon same berkolaborasi ngan dy. ak jgk yg kne leter ngan ko kan??

haha..wei..da jauh melencong kte neh. sambung cter cepat!

ok bos! roger that!

er..where was I?

oh ye.. so, begitulah cternye. sy jeles pd member sy tuh.

ehe

hurm...

esok last day keje.

sedih sket2 je.

skat 2bln lah jgk keje.

y? saje..

motif kerja:

1.cari pglmn + pengetahuan

2.cari pendapatan

3.isi masa lapang

4.tambah kenalan

sume tu sy dah dpt. ape lg?

keh3..cabut r.

hurm..

nanti inshaAllah sy n kwn saye nk buka booth. jual shawl. seyes xde pglmn tang tu.

sbb tu sy trima offer dy! nk tmbh pglmn n income! hehe

aktif ke? xdela.. org nk berjaya xleh mls2. lgpon da besar, da kena serius dlm hidup..huhu

hopefully berjalan ngan lancarnye lahh! ehe

haa! satu lg. smlm terpndg satu vid clip lagu.. anak ibnor reza n ade one guy tu nyanyi. anak ibnor reza tu best kott sore dy! yg guy tuh..kureng sket. huhu..

nnti sy post entry khas utk itu ek.

yg sy nk cter psl lagu tuh..

tajuk dy pom dh catchy.

"I stalk your profile"

keh2..nk gelak je festaim dgr.

mcm menganjing je. haha..

sy ni kan suke stalking profile org..

laki pompuan same je. tp rsnye pompuan lg byk kot. ahaha..

mcm hape je stalk profile pompuan

=.="

yelah. dah member2 comel sgt. geram la. haha..

xbrp nak ade mood tuk stalking lelaki.

xbrp kenal ekpom.. xdek yg mcm chansung or taecyeon. haha

weh zarin.. I dare you not to stalk these 2 particular person for one week!

weii..kantoi arh! syp2 sket bolehh takk??

ala.. bkn ak mention pon sape2..

hurm..cam berat je (LOL XD)

wekk..over.

yelah2. one week je taw. :P

eii..ko ni. scary lahh!

eishh..rilek r. everybody got people to stalk what.

mane ko taw?

aku taw lah.

whatever.

foine!

er.. tgk tu, ckp sket..terus nk monolog2.. hapelaa..

abaikan je. sy mmg ske je gaduh ngan sy yg satu lg tuh.

dah..xde kot. itu je kot. pjg plk merepek nnti. so..

guess..till then, wassalam~

come here you dear mood!

2011-09-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

ade byk bnda nak tulis.

tp..mood xdtg.

humph!

on d news + another inspiration

2011-09-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

wowoahh...!!

kawan saye masuk surat khabar lahh!

haha.. bangge je rs. even xde r rapat mana pom..

hee.. retiss ek skrg??

helo2.. one page of her story only kay..

haha.. hape kene ni zarin ei.. bkn awk pn yg masuk surat khabar. rilek2 sudahh..

eish.. person of inspiration tuh! haruslaa kecoh sket. keh3..

scary~~~~

ala.. member masuk surat khabar.. xkan la xeksaited. ish2.. mung ni gopp :P

yela2..

and td..dlm duk stalking profile member2..

ternampak la satu pic.. wife senior yg upload..tag kt senior sy tuh.. so..kuar la kt homepage sy kan..

dari ari tu lg sy ske stalking dy neh..

sy xde r rapat ngan si senior neh. tego pn xpenah.

tp add je kt fesbuk. saje tmbh connection.

oh.. I'm talking about sorg senior kt sbpik. my ketua kawad kaki dlu..

tp seyes r.. mmg untung gile r senior sy tuh dpt dy.

uhu..senior sy tu pom makin bagus orgnye skrg..

dulu kt skola..mcm gile2 jgk kot..(ntah la..xsure plk.. xamik taw sgt..)

tp skrg.. makin alim..

bg nasihat..n share good stuff on his fb. islamik. da brubah..

nmpk kt fb..pkai jubah raye bru ni..

kt Melbourne tuh.. slumber~

I like! hehehh

like lah blake zarin wehh

wife dy..Ya Allah..comelnye xtaw nk ckp cmne.

seb baik la islamik..xde seksi2 ke..

krg sket fitnah..huhu

kesimpulannye..sejuk la mate ni memandang..

respect!

Hope someday bleh jd someone yg mcm tu..

sbb tang gile2 tu..mmg sy dah xbleh nk elak dah..habit org kate..

so.. smoge sy ni behave la bebaik. xde nak sosial2 sgt..

p/s:

awk neh asek nak jd cam org tu..org ni.. bile nak jd diri sendiri..?

err.. I am being myself. cume sy berharap myself tuh..seorg yg behave. tak salah contohi org2 yg inshaAllah baik kan? xslh nak jd org yg sejuk mate memandang kan? mebi bg org mcm sy..yg huha2 neh.. pyh la kot nak achieve condition mcm org2 yg sy respect nih. cth..suwit muit, comel, shy n all feminin. behave all d time. but, at least..I'm trying. rite?

Cinta Muka Buku

2011-09-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

2-3 hari nim.. watsons pasang lagu baru..

er.. xde la baru sgt kot.

cam best la plk.

tgk video klip lagu tuh pom cam sweet jek..

(awk memang..tgk mana2 psgn pon kate sweet..)

manade.. tak semua ok. sy ckp psl vid tuh ok. hurrrr..

so.. layan kan..

Cinta Muka Buku

Tajuk Lirik Lagu: Cinta Muka Buku
Artis/penyanyi: Najwa Latif

Kita berkenalan hanya dalam laman muka buku
Kau hantar petanda suruh aku terima kamu
ooh.. Hati ku rasa sesuatu..

Dan pabila kau kata kau mahu jumpa aku
Ku gelisah berdebar hati rasa tak menentu
oohh.. Kenakah rasa itu..

Bagaimana harus bersua
Ku rasa gementar tapi bahagia
Perlukah kita cari peluang pertama
Walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa

Banyak persoalan yang berada di minda
Banyak tanda tanya dan juga kata kerja
Otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya
Hidup tak menentu adakah ini cinta

Banyak soalan banyak juga jawapannya
Kata hati dan rasa tak dibiar saja
Setiap yang berlaku ada kebaikannya
Harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja

Pabila kau renung tajam-tajam mata aku
Ku rasa sesuatu rasa yang ku tak tahu Oooo…
Ini cinta remajaku

Dan pabila kau katakan kau suka aku
Ku terdiam terkedu tak tahu mana nak tuju Oooo…
Itulah cinta yang satu, cinta di muka buku..

Bagaimana harus bersua
Ku rasa gementar tapi bahagia
Perlukah kita beri peluang pertama
Walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa

Banyak persoalan yang berada di minda
Banyak tanda tanya dan juga kata cinta
Otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya
Hidup tak menentu adakah ini cinta

Banyak soalan banyak juga jawapannya
Kata hati dan rasa tak dibiar saja
Setiap yang berlaku ada kebaikannya
Harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja

Pabila kau katakan kau suka aku
Ku terdiam terkedu tak tahu mana nak tuju Oooo
Itulah cinta yang satu
Cinta di muka buku

hari2

2011-09-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

.......dari Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wenzday..

Thursday, Friday..Saturday...

Sunday again.......

p/s: cik zarin, boleh tak jgn perasan lebih2?

blog refit (term watsons)

2011-09-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

~~- under constructions -~~

done!

jeles!

2011-09-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

paham tak sy sgt jeles ngan org2 yg rajin memasakk???

ughh..

miss them

2011-09-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

I feel like going out.

dating.

with my frens.

girlfrens.

(bcoz I don't date boys. yet. haha)

tp.. kerja cmni. mcm mana nk kuar2?

tibe2 rs nk balik umt lah plk.. haha..<-- very rare feeling

bukan kuar ape pun..

takat jumpe2..mkn same2.. borak same2..

sy xde r gile nk hang out cam urban people..

hang out je... wajib g cinema.. wajib karok.. wajib pusing bandar.

not me lah kalo begitu.

pointnye skrg... I miss my frens.

huhu

requotings

2011-09-05T23:02:00.001+08:00

I like requoting quotes.

seriusly jujur nan ikhlas dari hati bkn nak obtain attention ok.

cume.. I felt better sharing thoughts with other people.

people not commenting.. I don't care.

I believe there r those who read it.

people yg...terkesan. xbyk pn xpe. secuit..secebis rasa pn xpe.

that I give them a piece of thoughts.

a reminder..perhaps?

a support?

I dunno.. different people got different views.

my view: it's my hobby..duhh :P

my jolly sailor bold

2011-09-04T15:46:00.004+08:00

suke lah lagu mermaid dlm pirate of caribbean on strangers tide tuh.

da terikut2 dah..

uhu.

my heart is pierced by Cupid, I disdain all glittering gold..
there is nothing that can console me but my jolly sailor bold…
come all you pretty fair maids, whoever you may be who love a jolly sailor bold
that ploughs the raging sea..

abaikan

2011-09-03T10:42:00.002+08:00

hey kim hyun joong!

jgn nak senyum2 kat sy lagi.

nnti sy pengsan.

brief points

2011-09-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

short entry je neh.

few things in head. skrg.

1. halamak beger tertinggal kat wtsons la! aiyo..rugi2.. T__T

2. yeah, da dpt 'duit raya' besarr punyaa' td! alhamdulillah..ckup jumlahnye. nk beli hape? sat lg nk tdo kte pk same2 ek..:P

3. betul2 lembik kaki akuh kasut tuh kerjakan. humph. we'll see tomorrow..berkesan ke x gel cushion bru beli tuh. *tu kasut kerja mak. kte pjm. ade heel sket. keras. kte pnya kasut kerja da hancur. huhuk. mls nk beli kasut kerja baru. nak simpan duit wat beli wedges je. LOL

4. ........................................... (ehehe... sy xbley cter kt cni.. :P)

5. aiyo machaa.. bila mau byr itu konvo punya yuran haa?? adoi...

6. nk tdo awal bleh? seyes kaki rs cam da nak cramp je.. so dangerous la itu kasut.

7. oh ye.. parent n sedare ckp psl house construction. abah xplain sket psl cmne nk bwat pelan umah, since ktorg da penah buat rumah kn baru2 ni (xbrp baru pom. ala..rumah yg kt perak tu laa..). suddenly cik wa sebut psl loteng. timbul idea.. Aku nak rumah yg ade loteng lahh nnti. kena masuk wishlist nih! hee.. old skool gtuh!

8. ok.. sy akan keje 2 more weeks. at least, dpt r gaji stgh bulan. besh dohh tuh.

9. oh..pelissssssssssssssssssssss laaaaaaaaaaaaa dapattttttttttttt komisennnnnnnnnnnn utk bln nih~~~ huhu

dah2. mcm2 pulak duk lalu lalang dlm kepala time nih. isk

senyum

2011-08-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

Oh.. selamat hari raya semuaa!

di kesempatan ni, sy nk mohon maaf zahir n batin pd semua yg mengenali sy, khususnya peminat-peminat sy..

teruskan menyokong sy n me luv u ols oways yeaaa!

hahahaha. mengom sudaa. rs cam da penah tulis ucapan mengarut cmtuh raya lepas :P

kepala da tintong sbnrnye neh.. tp, igt nk stay up..siapkan report sale yg monthly punya.

xrasa la plk nk bercerita psl raya kali ni. huhu..

just dropping by to say..

at this ketika, sy cuma nak senyum je.

*harap mklum, beliau baru marathon 3 movie.. so, feeling da bercampur baur*

itu saja. sekian.

someday.. u'll meet him. so, do not worry.

2011-08-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

- self reminder -

kalo akuh tetibe rs alone n upset..

apesal ak solo lagi..

or risau..

bile laa nak jumpe Mr Right

or..

jeles tgk psgn2 yg happily together-gether..

yg ade org tlg take care..

and do sweet things together..

aku kena refresh balik otak neh..

aku kan nak story cam kak che?

kenal kejap je, trus ikat.

don't worry la.. ade nya jodoh ngan someone2..

jumpe skrg pn, ape kau nk buat? bkn kau nk trus kawen pn kan?

baru 21 tahun kot.

seyes jeles tgk kak che n abg faiz tuh.

k.che da la mcm islamik n sopan gtuh. her entire family pn..

abg faiz nmpk cam gile2 sket. tp, ttp ngam ngan kak che n her family..

tak ke sweet tuh? ehee

it's good la yg abg faiz ske org cam kak che.

meaning, he's choosing not solely bcoz of beauty ke..hrta ke.. fame ke..

I think he chose her because of her faith.

(aiyo..kalo akuh jd lelaki pn, sure2 ak akan pilih calon isteri cam k.che. hee.. sejuk mata memandang)

aiyo, kau tuh cam k.che ke nak ade husb mcm a.faiz?

=.="

still got time (InshaAllah) to perbaiki diri..

but it's better this way bcoz I'm not going to behave or appear alim-looking because of any person.

let people accept u d way u r.. so that u takkan penat berlakon..er.. I mean, terlalu berusaha nak puaskan hati any particular person. or a bunch of people.

dilema

2011-08-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

yeah! item shipped out oredi.

*sengih tak hengat!*

smoge smpai b4 raye!

hmm..

I was thinking about benti keje.

yelah, keje sbb nk cri pglmn je pn.

hal duit.. no 2.

so, timbulla persoalan..why nk brenti?

hmm.. I hv plans in my head.

plans yg mana tak terjalan bile most of my time berada kt watsons tuh.

xmo la cter lg.. nnti byk komen lak. haha

bilik..n..rumah ni.. ya Allah, xtaw nk ckp ape.

hanyar kubang org tganu kate.

huhu

konfius, ni bilik lelaki ke pompuan.

nk kemas pn smpt sgt je sbnrnye pagi b4 g keje..

tp maklum saje laa.. slagi x pkul 9, xbgun.

ble dah pkul 9, terpacak dpn laptop.

online.

kejadah btul..

rumah pn xterkemas.

ntah ble nk tukar lgsir..nk lap itu ini..

mcm2 lah..

hm.. then, kdg2 rase gak cam nk try bwat kuih raye.

member2 da mula asah bakat bab2 memasak neh..

tercabar lah jgk..

kerna kerja ni jgk la xdapek den nak menerai-nerai.. haha

cuti raye lak 2 hari je.

humm..

komisen, sy rs mmg xsmpt nk kejar dahh..

sedihs

ntah ble nk raye umah kwn2 cmnih.

apetah lg org yg nk dtg raye umah kite.. if ade laa..

(ayat sedih. haha)

sbb tu igt nk brenti.

huhu..

tp sy ni jenis cpat kesian gak..

kesian la plk k.rieda nnti nk cri org..uhu..

da la tgh kalut ngan renovation wtsons n so on..

aiyo..

dilema

=.="

posto2~

2011-08-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

sy sdg menunggu sesuatu nih.

tlg la abam posmen jgn stop lg deliver brg.

eksaited smpai rs cam nk heart attack dahh.

humph!

dadali - di saat aku mencintaimu

2011-08-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

sy taw lagu ni dh lame.

tp festaim dgr taon nih. mimi duk ulang2 lagu ni kt lappy dy time edit thesis.

best r jgk. bleh thn feel ah lagu ni..kui2

cume.. td watsons pasang lagu ni.

so..layan r kejap.

Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu,
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku,
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku,

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Semoga engkau kan mengerti,, tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta
Maaf sungguhku tak bisa, untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta..............

-lagu semata-mata-

p/s: sebaik lagu kuar taim kte da kuar dari..erm.. i can say tempoh berkabung. haha... kalo tak, mau berendam air mate tiap kali dgr lagu neh. cam lagu jgn pernah berubah by st21

cam lawak je. sempat gak ade moment2 separa tak betul cmtuh. huhu. apepun, gud lesson~ now I know more about myself..kan? like, to what extend I can go.. n so on lah.

reunion sbpik and etc~

2011-08-22T00:49:00.001+08:00

hiyarghh!

siang td, sy sgt lah tidak bersemangat.

uhu..

penat katenya.. well, sy kt cni bkn nak cter bab sy yg xbersemangat tuh.

heee

taw kan, smlm sy ada reunion kt skolah sbpik.

eksaited gile ok nk jumpe member2 skolah tu. seyes xpenah jumpe da after mlm perpisahan 2006 dulu.. uhu

meh sy cter meh..

pagi tu pas sahur, sy da xtdo. siapkan report stock balance.

sy smpt ag chattin ngan deena, si bakal pengantin (eksaited2!!)

sgt2 nk pegi kt mjlis akad nikahnye~

then.. siap pelan2 la..

sibuk roger meroger ngan qurok psl trip ke ktn sana.

nk gerak jam 8.15.

then ali ckp nk gerak same2 lak.

so, tggu r dorg. last2 gerak jam 9 gtu kot.

otw, ktorg amik dzilal n abby (junior) kt kerteh.

trip diteruskan. mcm2 diborakkan dlm kete tuh.

nk smpai ktn

ktorg melencong g jumpe deena dlu.

uhu..xsmpt nk jmpe time nikah.

tp yg bestnye..ktorg smpt lg stop dorg tepi jln.

nak gak jmpe cmne2 pn..

wif bride of d day. yeah, kte amik berkat byk2. ehe.. hm, rs cam dh jauh dah dr husb dy. uhuu..
p/s: anda jage deena baek2. kalau takk...........

after dat, ktorg g singgah kt stesen myk petronas kjap.

dzilal nk tkr baju.

almklumla...dgr2 skolah xbg pkai jeans.. huhu

surprisingly terserempak ngan che wan fatin suhana!

wawah.. ekceli sy xpasan pn tu dy.

cuma pasan la..ade kete mazda cun lalu kt tepi.

then dzilal ckp dy nmpk mak che wan. tgk balik, mmg che wan kt tepi tuh.

sy pom..ape lg.

haha..ade la jgk hjtnye nk jumpe si gadis cun neh.

org femes kan, kwn kte lak tuh.. hehe

nak jeleskan si tikah tu lg.. haha

puas kte tunggu kt tepi kete dy. tggu dy kuar.

da abes belakon da survey2 biskut raye kt tepi tuh.

nk bg surprise la konon. haha

che wan yg super duper comel! uhu.. cam xsopan je sbb xsmpt tegor mak dy.

akuh salu bwat muke cmtuh. apesal haa? cam kerek je..uhuhu

smpat la jgk amik gmbr rmai2 ngan dy. ehe..

xpe la xjmpe kt skolah pon.. jnji jumpe gak kann.. like3!

segan kate beliau..

after da selesai jejak kasih kejap.. terserempak lah pule ngan nisa n shaf.

aik.. ckp nk jmpe kt len, bleh plk terjumpe kt ctu. haha

ironi sungguh~~

bergambar sudah smestinya.. wehee..

then ktorg gerak same2 ke skola. masuk utk tukar kete je. haha..

xsmpat nk dftr ape, ktorg da ciao cepat ke ecm.

haha..

salu dgr org sebut ecm neh, tp xpenah pegi.

sopin la sgt. qurok je yg berjaya bwk balik plastic bag verns. yg len tkg komen je lebih :P

byk gak perubahan kt bndar tu..tp xsmpat nk explore abes..

pas g ecm dah pkul brp..

so, ktorg balik skolah dulu..jamak zohor n asar..

then.. ktorg melilau kejap kt skolah tu.

patotnye ms tu ada ldk yg ktorg kne in charge.

tp ktorg taiko.. haha.. dtg tnjuk muka je. haha.. amek gmbr sana sini. jumpe ckgu2..

nk join ldk pn xbest gak..sbb xtaw ape. slot ldk pn rsnye da nak abes kot time tuh.. huhu

smpt la jgk g lepak kt umah nisa...

nisa nk tkr baju n solat..

ktorg pn nak rest2 jgk..

huhu

then, pkul 6 lebih.. pegi skola again..

jumpe junior2 (which mebi mereka xigt pon sy kot. kte kan low profile je..huhu)

wif few juniors. sy pn xsure da jarak form ktorg..ahaha

just b4 iftar~

qurok bwk muffin bluebery, vanilla n chocolate.

smpt rs yg blueberi tu je. uhu.. dah kyg sgt time tuh..

yg lela bwat pn xsmpt nk rs. dy bwat muffin kecik2 pnya. bluberi, pineapple n choc

mkn2 utk iftar pn sedap2 sume~ hehe

ktorg mulanya decide nk tdo sana n balik esoknya..

tp..qurok seems larat nk drive mlm..so, kte ikot je la kan..

uhu..sy xbyk amik gmbr guna camera sndiri..

frust, gegar skit pn xbleh.. abes blur gmbr

so, sy just guna camera qurok n nisa.

dorg pkai canon, as far as I maen2 ngan camera neh.. canon seems hving better shock control.

uhu..

camera neh, jual kangg..:(

camera hp pon bkn lawa.. mls nk bwk sana sini. uhu..

anyway, seyesli best. even batch ktog plg sikit. uhu..

sedih la jgk, sep2 klate kelas xbley dtg.. so, sape je la kan..

bdk pompuan just sy, qurok, dzilal, nisa, shaf n laila. tu je.

lelaki xpasan sgt sape yg dtg slain edie, ali, keyo n syed. dtg bkn nk tegor pom. kerek je. haha

inshaAllah, this will be yearly event.

smoge next time lg rmai yg dtg~~ wee

p/s: gmbr2 sume curik kt fesbuk org je. huhuhu

merepek x sudah

2011-08-17T06:14:00.004+08:00

cerita satu:

ya Allah.. apesal tempting sgt nk tekan buy now button time nk masuk subuh gni?

arkkk! nk tdo, syg. jap lg je subuh.

T__T

ottoke.....

p/s: my dad pn dah berbunyi nk beli hempon baru. so, hemponku ini nak campak mana??

better trade in ke jual? (sapela nak nokia c3 aku neh.........)

2nd p/s: byk kali sebut nak beli hempon bru. kenapekah?
ekceli.. hp skrg ok je lg. well functioning je. cuma, you know how much I love taking photos. if you don't.. let me tell you. I LUVVV taking photos. LOL.
so, nk la hp bercamera cantekk. c3 only got 2mp camera mehh. besides, nokia pnya camera xde lawa mcm sony. sony got better photo processor (cewahh..bunyi cam expert plaks..ngehehe) i can't bring my digital camera wif me all d time. especially kt tmpt keje..or mana2 jela. what if ade moment terbaekk punya n I miss d chance to shoot it? photographers (ok, sounds lebih2 plk.. actually, just someone yg ske amik gmbr la) kne get ready all d time. kan? plus, ble da dpt dwet sket ni, nafsu ni mula la plus2 jugak. haha

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cerita 2:

wahh!!

lusa dah harinya?

hari ape?

hari jumpe kwn2 skolahh~

aiyo..xnmpk plk muka sorg2

serunuk2!

tp... mlsnye nk kena jd fasi bagai

-___-"

p/s: sebut2 psl fasi nih, tringat lak kt KIST@ imtiaz.

apeke citernye skrg. uhu.. alumni apekah aku ini?

tp..seems like dorg da menjayakan KMP4. alhamdulillah.

tp..cam junior je sume. batch akuh n upper batch dah total lepas tgn ke?

xde r rasa bersalah sgt akuh ciao kalu cmtuh. huhu

2nd p/s: oh ye, nnti che wan yg comel lote itu pom g jgop kot skolah. she shouted at my wall you! seb baik xpengsann. haha. she might not know ak sengih spjg hari kot sbb suke sgt. haha (ok, thats scary)

rs eksaited dh nk jeleskan mek tikah if sempat amek gmbr same2 ngan che wan (evil laugh XD)

zarin..., x baik mengusik org..ish2

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cerite 3:

ari tu sue mtk buatkan baby booties satu pasang utk anak sdare dy.

tp, smpai sudah aku xbwat (apesal cenderung nk guna 'aku' time2 gni?? eishh. xsweet la wak)

busy satu hal. da lame x mengait, mood pn xmai2 lg. uhu.

nak mengait ni perlu byk masa free.

ofkos la ni bkn sy yg bwat. comel kan? ehe

oh.. bersalah.. bersalah..

p/s: suddenly I miss you a lot lah sue. tp, nak msg segan.. booties tu pnye psl la.. uhu..

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cerita 4:

nk tulis psl Mr Right buley? ngeheehee

yes I do. n..where on earth are you?? :P

ei.. xsudah2 ngan Mr Right kau.

ske ati ak la nak merepek ape pun. belog aku kan??

cess.. merepek or ckp bnda sia2 di bulan ramadhan yg mulia ini. 'very gud' lah sangatt :P

ok fine. aku xtulis.

eleh. merajuk la pulak. geliss okeh.

dah.. kau ckp merepek sgt.

woot woot! kau yg mengaku dulu yg kau merepek kan??

ok fine. mls layan ko. bwekk :p

ak ckp je..

p/s: abaikan monolog dalaman di atas.

**********

cerita 5:

wawah! watsons ckp nnti akan ade store renovation. seminggu! starting 12 September.

wawah. bermakna, cuti sakan la ak!

tp.. rsnya...cuti xbergaji tuh. huuu...

p/s: nak lepas trget komisen cmne la kalo sale seminggu takat RM3k je? oh resah gelisah kurasa....

*********

eh... xpasan rupenye xpublish lg post nim. asek sgt stalking iklan hempon n fesbuk org (opss)

aiya.. byk plak word akuh wednesday kali nih.

last p/s: terremembered one old people saying.."he's a good man and you a good woman, so..why not?"
ahaha

insaflah makcik..or, whoever you are..

2011-08-15T22:28:00.006+08:00

aiyoo.. sakit kepala xhilang2 lg.

makin sakit kepala pas bace belog cam haram neh

http://makcikhajjahsittalwuzara1001.wordpress.com/

elok2 good mood, dah tensen2 balik.

eii.. sungguh la. nak mencaci.. xde mood. bln pose. cam x elok. bkn ske pon.

kite doakan smoga Allah bg petunjuk kt makcik tuh.

walau sape2 pun dy.

mental kot. kan? kesian. cam dah xde arah sgt nk caci2 tuhan n nabi..

hm..

ekceli sy nk ckp yg masa keje td.. sy ternampak satu akak tu. mata dy cantik teramat. kaler greyish hazel. mata betul ok. bkn lens. sy rs dy kacukan. tgk anak dy rmbut x hitam sgt. comel gila anak. husband dy bese2 je. ske btul tgk pure beauty nih.

tp..xsyok la nk bercerita time tensyen nih. uhu.. krg feel.

then.. ade la sorg customer yg len. akak tu mtk assist dy cari brg2. last2 dy cari simplysiti. sy tnjuk jela.

uih..bkn men laju dy kaut.

sy cam tergamam pn ye jgk skejap.

akak ni, bia betul. baru dpt gaji la agaknye.

dy jwb x. cuma husband dy dah nk pegi ke laut..so, kena cepat2 la. hehe

oh ic. mesti husband keje offshore neh. pess.. sronok betul dpt customer gni! ehe..

skali kaut, 5 barang trus.

i luv u lah akak!

satu perkara lg. sy ske sgt ble foreigner dtg wtsons. laju je sy g assist dorg, even bkn cari brg sy pon.
bleh pektis speaking. ehe.
but, nevesness makes me sounds ridiculous sometimes.
-__-"

*ok, masih mood. k r, sy kena makan something kot nk bg hepi sket. uhu.

thoughts

2011-08-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

esok kerja: yosh2!! semangat2! even sale yg slow last week sdikit sbyk bikin gua upset.

sakit kepala: da brp hari. xtaw why. uhu :'(

sakit mata: alhamdulillah, getting better.

puasa: dah di pertengahan. amal? uhu..

photography: uwaa.. craving gile! sgt xberkesempatan. God giv me geng mengeshoot!

reunion: ekceli meeting alumni. sgt mengujakan! lame xjmpe member from sbpik tuh! sijil spm pn xamik lg taw, nk btaw betapa dah lame xg sana.. hrp2 rmai member satu batch yg hadir. bru syok~ :(

xperia: mini pro. dah jadi tab wajib harian tu. huu.. I really2 in love with it. in dilema nk tekan ke x je 'buy now' button tuh.. huhu

raya: mood bese2 je stkt neh. dah letak sket duit dlm angpow td. keh3

Mr Right: ari ni xde r over sgt terpikirkan Mr Right. seriously.. thank God~

p/s: smoge Mr Right is someone yg ske photography. leh r saling support-menyepport. haha

random thoughts at the moment

2011-08-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

"I dislike disliking. but.. it's hard to like everything happened to us. same goes to how hard to make everyone like us. almost impossible."

"customers are always right, even they are wrong. hard to accept this sumtimes"

frens getting married. or at least, engaged. so..where's my mr right? why you're so hard to find...?

waiting you sumtimes makes me dipped a little in such unwanted-feelings condition.

still to early to say if I'm entering midlife crisis. so whats the problem?

I guess its something we call 'fitrah'. feeling to be love.

let me point out things I thought to be the problem.

1. I dislike getting to know strangers. especially those texting 'nak kenal' and so on by the phone. ntah mana dapat number phone ntah. kalo xnmpk muka neh, pyh sket nk percaya. tp, kalo nmpk pn, blom tntu bleh percaya. tch.. pyh la nk percaya kt org zmn skrg neh. uhu.. I think this is the real case. me and my kepayahan nk percaya kat orang. especially men. uhu..

2. me, mencari kesempurnaan? no way lah. nobody's perfect. as long I can get along with, okay la tu. me not perfect too kann.

3. sure enough sy sgt penyegan. tak percaya? ofkosla..kalo korg2 yg rapat ngan sy mmg mati pn xpercaya kot (ok, hyperbola). sy segan kalo ngan org yg sy xknal je. nak kenal, beribu2 kali segan lah. ngan lelaki, lagi2 lah jual mahal. salah ke? xkan nk jual murah kot. muahaha.. btw, rasa cam.. ntah. muda lg kot? then, rs xbest nk kenal2 kalo xde urusan penting. nak kenal lebih2 (you know what I mean), g jumpe mak ayah la..

4.mls nk bermsg2an. kedekut kredit la mslhnye tuhh. kann? ntah, bwat hape msg berjela2 kalo xde urusan penting. xminat betul, even kalo kwn2 yg htr msg pjg2. perasaannye dh mmg cmtuh. uhu..( cam lifeless je kan? huhu)

5. erm..ntah..

seriusli ak rs da mcm dlm cter beauty nad the briefcase tuh. you know what i mean if you tgk cter tuh.

penantian satu penyiksaan. bukan?

aishh...kepala byk diracuni perasaan@nafsu. kena lg sibukkan diri neh. uhu.

again with the ayat memujuk

"the right guy will come when the right time comes"

but, somehow I'm glad. sy tak mudah terjatuh cinta pd anyone.

yela.. sstgh org, baru putus da jumpe cinta baru..

like..whoaa! semudah tu je perasaan dorg berubah?

to me..mcm xbrp nak setia la plk..

lelaki, ayat je lebih. janji itu ini. kasi pompuan cair. sbb tu kena hati2 <-- kata akal.

nk doa to love once, pertama n terakhir.. mmg dah impossible la kan.

huhu..

so, hopefully.. the one after this lasts forever. ckup la twice je. the first is a lesson.

a fail story ke? x jgk. ape2 yg berlaku ade sebab. at least, ak bljr something.

even I never like nor wish to love more than once.

I always thought I'm the type 'first love is the last'

guess God have better plans for me.

dah2.. ckp psl Mr right smpai sudah pn xabes. pikirkan bnda yg xclear, mmg cmtuh. yg xhappen lg plk tu.

dah r merepek. nk lupakan tension psl sorg customer td je sbnrnye. da ok sket kot after melalut neh. haha

huhu

hm..

p/s: more days passed by, the closer we are. be patient. :(

no merely ordinary posts to me

2011-08-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

at this very moment..

saje nk ckp..

yang..

sy..

ske.. teramat ske actually..

bila org post kt wall sy.

tak kesah la ape2 post pn.

rase...

dihargai..

or..at least.. diingati..

rase..

terharu.

semoga..

Allah melimpahkan kerahmatan kpd awak2 semua, yakni kawan2 saye..

p/s: when saye ckp cmni..bkn nk suh post, cuma..xtaw nk btaw sape..nk tulis kt mana.. how I really2 appreciate people remembering me. I can't keep this beautiful feeling to myself. sy mesti jgk express cmne2 cara pun. huhu

duit raye?

2011-08-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

hallamak!

tiba2 terpikir..

"kalo da keje cmni, kiranya dh xdpt duit raya ke nnti?"

oh.. nooooOOOOOOOOO

T__________________T

midnight mumbling

2011-08-07T02:04:00.001+08:00

well, sy xle tdo.

berbuka air nescafe kot.

aiyya.

harus siapkan report sale cepat2.

tp tgn degil nk hapdate belog.

ottoke kan?

so.. nk bleber ape neh?

oh..

I don't remember telling you about my part time job. I didn't, did I?

so.. semenanye, sy skrg keje part time kt watsons.

as promoter simplysiti.

ahah. barang make up you.

gurly la plk makcik zarin skang neh.

hahaha

kejenya xde la maha susah.
promote2 brg.
kemas plano.
tulis stock balance n sales report each week.
n x ketinggalan monthly sales report.

(ske jgop sbnonye keje kt ctu. ari2 try tester. haha..like, sume brg ak yg punyaa..hahaha)

so, my gaji bkn dr watsons..but dari simplysiti.

my bos@supervisor sgt baik. namanye kak rieda.

skrg da nk masuk minggu ke 4 kot sy keje kt ctu.
alhamdulillah.
other colleagues, mcm pekerja watsons pn ok. baik2 je sume.
so..keje xde la stress2.
cume xbrp nk bleh duduk r. uhu..

masuk tgh2 bulan 7.

so da dpt la gaji separuh.

hehe

xbwat ape pn lagi ngan duit tu.

igt nk simpan dlu.. mebi 60-70% ke..

yela.. nak bwat byr ptptn ke.. ape ke..kan?

menabung kena dimulakan. kena simpan jgk sikit2.

selebihnya.. hm.. tgk la cne.

yg pasti kena ada reserve utk bg kt sepupu sepapat yg xkeje lg raya nnti.

xpela gaji xbyk pon..

kalo kte memberi kpd org, Allah ganti balik kan?

so, no worries la bab tuh.

skrg I'm facing a big challenge to myself.

kak rieda ckp, kalo sale melebihi rm35k, baru dy bg komisen.

komisen tu la yg sy nk kejar.

salu dgr member2 yg keje gaji bese je, tp komisen yg byk.

I'll try my best lah.

nk raya kan, org pompuan mesti nk bersiap-siaga.

hehe

ade peraduan beraya ngan siti.

can enter if you buy rm100++ barang simplysiti.

sy plk..xpenah lg try brg simplysiti neh.

tp, stkt neh, mostly sy dgr..komen yg memberansangkan.

(apela,nama je promoter..tp xpkai plk produk tuh. ish2)

barang2 dy mahal la cik kak oii..

ni baru dpt gaji..baru berpitish nk usha2..

(oh ye, bebaru ni ade 2 org gurls dtg watsons..cari blusher kot. xtaw la dy pkai ape, tp kulit seyes mcm telur rebus. licin giless. nk tnye, segan. ade sorg lg member yg kerja kt watsons tu pn prsn 2 org gurls tu. ktorg pon ape lg..berdiskusi pjg la psl mereka. ehh..xngumpat. puji je. kagum kot. mcm patung kulit dorg..aish..jeles2)

uish..ape melalut tu..

sy nk cter psl part time job tu je.

oh one more thing.

my kwn da dpt baby.

seyes jeles n eksaited.

baby sendiri kot.

kiut giless.

aiyya..

bile akuh nk kawen neh? haha :P

*a sudden glimpse of the movie, beauty and the briefcase*

p/s: I don't talk stupid. xbrp gemar betul kalo ckp berbelit2 or gedik2 ngan stranger. in chats, virtually..I mean. can't they write and eja properly? xmacho satu hal. ahaks. same2 bestie xpe la kalo sengaja nk ckp belit2, or mnja2...kan?

(phm ke? bwat2 phm jela..)

a bit about bulan puasa

2011-07-31T21:02:00.001+08:00

esok puasa.

ramadhan.

alhamdulillah.

puasalah saye dikala kerja part time neh.

moga2 cergas ceria lah esok.

hoho

sadly, berbuka kat watsons tu jek.

sobs.

yelah, masuk jam 12 tgahari. balik jam 9 mlm.

sobs lagi.

xpelah. demi mencari sesuap nasi.

hah, over.

puasa, xmakan minum senang je.

tp bkn takat tu je,then kira puasa da langsai.

puasa, kena jaga pandangan, jaga perilaku..

tambah amal ibadat..

"yeay! da masuk bulan puasa! sukenye!!" atau.."ramadhan datang lg. oh my..:')"

sounds nice. n welcoming.

tp ckp saja xguna.

puasa2.. tp, aurat x jaga. cmne?

puasa2.. tp, mencarut. cmne?

puasa2.. tp mengumpat. cmne?

puasa2.. tp berdating sakan. cmne?

bkn nk ckp hipokrit. konon2 nk jd diri sendiri... xnak la, kalo jage takat bln puasa je.

I mean, puasa tu agak2.. diterima tak?

sy xnak judge lebih. who am I right, nk judge org itu ini.

tp.. sy ckp bnda betul what.

at least, usaha la sikit. sekecik mana pun usaha, Allah pndang jugak..kan?

pjg berceramah, let me go straight to the point lah..kan?

to those yg xbrp nk jaga aurat.. obviously, free hair people, n yg pkai pkaian singkat n ketat.. smoga Allah lembutkan hati untuk jaga mana yg patut. rambut cntik2, tutupla. kalo xtutup..cantik takat mana pun, terbakar kt dunia satu lg tu. syg la kan? penat2 jaga..:)

yg byk mencarut, or ckp perkataan2 x enak didengar.. selalunye lelaki la, tp pompuan pn x ketinggalan..

duk tganu ni mmg, da mcm DNA kot ckp kasar2 bg segelintir org.. aiya, thank God, not for me.

drp duk sebut "bodo la..", "bengong mu", etc dan etc.. baik la berzikir ke ape di bulan yang mulia nih.

hal mengumpat. meh sy explain sket mengumpat tu ape. mengumpat ni, apabila kita mengata psl seseorg atau byk2 org. mostly, ckp ape yg xpuas hati la kan..psl any particular person. dia itu, dia ini.. even benda tu betul.

lain plk ngan memfitnah, which kita tambah crita yg xbenar. memburuk2kan org.

byk lg kan bnda len bleh bwat. bleh dickpkan. ape kate, kite penuhi ramadhan kali ni dgn

perkara2 yg penuh produktif?

last point kt atas, dating. (ntah..sy rs cam nk ckp psl 4 point ni je...byk lg benda bleh sentuh tang ramadhan ni sbnrnye..). sy anti dating n couple? xtaw lah nk ckp cmne. bkn nk sergah ckp, "dating xbleh. kapel haram. jangan buat!" huhu.. sy xde r se-strict cmtu. manusia ni mcm2. feeling n perangai n kepercayaan pun mcm2.

I mean, lots of other things can be done right? salu la tgk, or dgr.. time bulan puasa ni, nak la berbuka same2 kan? ape kate, ajak berbuka kt umah? skali ngan femili la. mahram pun ramai. ngehee..

bkn ape, between boys n girls mmg ada some kind of attraction. so, be careful la. Syaitan ni cerdik gak. at the same time, never stop ajak manusia bwat bnda slh. sy xske amik risiko, sbb tu otak sy punya setting cmnih. huhu. ape2 pun, pas kawen lah. senang. hehe. xde org halang or nk soksek soksek..

ok lah. dah masuk isyak.

terawih, moh! ;)

face down

2011-07-14T14:03:00.000+08:00

tu la.. lambat lg.

kan dah terlepas.

ingat peluang bleh dtg byk2 kali ke?

huh. padan muka.

many2 things

2011-07-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

banyopnye things dlm kepala.

nak buat itu

nak buat ini.

typical me. ske bwat keje separuh jalan. sobs. ape pnya perangai daa..

sbb.. cepat bosan.

bosan satu perkara tu, buat bnda len dlu.

ble bosan buat bnda len tu, bwat bnda len yg len plk.

last2.. sume separuh jln.

semua x siap lah kesimpulannye.

my bad.

so many desires and interesting wonders

p/s:

huhu.. missing my unknown Mr Right again. ottoke -__-"

am I crazy oredi? sobs :'(

2nd p/s:

I miss my friends.

my school friends.

my matrix friends.

I miss the gossips.

I miss prep.

I miss PUM.

I miss the dorm.

I miss the hated weekend rolecall.

I miss being in the surau at school, jotting whatever tazkirah Ustaz gave.

I miss cheering for sport tournament in my school.

I miss the uniform, even.

I miss the outing with frens.

I miss the race, burning night's oil together with friends. I miss so many thing....

in the mood of missing.

hurt's u know.

taw miss je bleh. nk ulang balik ape yg dimisskan tu mana bley.

sobs

part-timing

2011-07-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

nak keje.

tp ada je obstacles.

balik kmpung lah.

bln pose lah.

(bln pose pn obstacle ke? duhh. lame)

smlm..dgr2 nk konvo, ada rehearsal. seminggu sblm.

seminggu? lame tuh

xske la kalo nk keje then kena amik cuti.. kan?

menyusahkan.

tgk lah cmne2..

pagi emosi

2011-07-10T10:52:00.000+08:00

bangun pagi.. mkn2 sat. jemur kain sgala..

duk depan tv, bace berita.

metro, cover depan : ofkos lah pasal BERSIH 2.0 tu kan.

belek lg.

hurm.. menyusahkan org la perhimpunan ni.

kalau nk berhimpun, nk bincang pape ke.. bwat la kt tmpt lapang ke..dlm dewan ke.

ni abes sesak jln. hi way brp jam sangkut.

kedai2 rugi byk..

belek lg..

ada pengantin kena jalan kaki sekilometer lebih.

pkai wedding dress gtu.

oh.. wrong day lah kn kak? sabar ye..

belek lg..

oh..smpai ada baling2 gas pemedih mata..

serius jgk ni..

ada org pegang bndera malaysia terbalik.

apekah??

apa nk jadi ni?? ape motif pn xtaw la.. niat perhimpunan ni ape sbnrnya???

bkn la anti ke apa..

xde nak sebelah mana2 pihak pn. as org awam je.

mcm xmatang pn ada. this kind of behavior.

ni la. bnda2 politik ni. menyusahkan je.

every tindak tanduk kdg2 mcm nonsense.

ah. mls tensen2 bace psl BERSIH.

belek laju2..

oh. nmpk gmbr sorg lelaki peluk polar bear.

baring2 ngan polar bear.

sweetnye.

amazing how human can be best friends wif wild and dangerous animal like that.

teringat plk video kt fesbuk. ada org share..

2 org lelaki bela anak singa dari kecil then terpaksa lepaskan kt hutan ble dh besar..

sangat teramat touching part dorg jumpe balik, singa tu peluk2 cium dorg.

sy rasa, kalo sy tgk byk2 kali pn vid tu.. still bleh nangis punyaa.

sweet gila kot.

hm.. okela.

x berperasaan nak tulis lg pnjg.

wish me luck on my dress/blouse in the making.

I luv sewing

Giv Me Life

2011-07-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

ahaha.. aku dah okay!

AKU DAH OKAY LAA!!

oh my dear GOD.. I can hardly believe this.

I thank YOU so muchhh!

I was kinda afraid, but YOU show me the reality. a confirmation.

the reality that.. I AM SO OKAY now!

again.. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

so happy, I think I might just die now -__-"

p/s: now, where's my Mr Perfect eh? God close our heart together, let us meet faster. Oh dear God, You're the only One who knows well. I'm getting jealous of everyone...oops.

a kehendak.

2011-07-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

aiyya.. suke jgk ble browse gambar kawan2 kat fesbuk tu. seronok.

pegi occasion ke, gambar poyo2 ke.. anything la.

lg2 gambar kawen. hahak..

gue mmg suke nengok gmbr kawen.

xpasal2 sengih sorg2.. jeles sorg2..berangan sorg2..

sobs :'(

keinginan nak upload gambar tu salu ada.

nak dikomen. honestly, nak dipuji. kononlah kan..

yela, apa function people letak gambar..pose lawa2.. even edit gambar.. or gambar2 angkat-hempon-tinggi2-kpale dongak-snap.

sikit..or..kira2..sipi2 pun jd la.. ade la perahsaan tuh.

jgn tipu laa.. haha

I know mehh.

satu kehendak. bukan perlu sangat pun.

I have my stances for not uploading pics in the internet. photos of me in.

ala.. taw la kite ni bkn femes pon.

bkn ade org nak tgk sangat pon..

tp..ntah..rasa xsenang hati.

once you letak gambar dlm internet, it'll be like forever in there.

dah la gambar2 pn senang je org nk save. tekan right click, save as.. sudah.

saye pn salu bwat cmtu. hahak :P

sy xde la ckp psl gmbr2 xsenonoh. haha.. ofkosla a total no-no kan.

I remember very well, a junior of mine.. a girl, suggested me to wear purdah in her comment of one of my photo. sampai skrg pn masih clear.

mgkin budak tu gurau je, or saya yg terlebih amik serius. x ingat la plk gmbr yg mcm mana, tp..gmbr biasa2 je rasanya.

aku ni bkn la cantik sgt pon.. dah kene tegur..sobs

tp.. rs xbest la org tegur kite..kan? rs..semacam. huhu

well, each time kehendak nk upload tu mai singgah kat otak che' ni..

satu persoalan len mai..on d spot.

"untuk apa?"

hmm..

recently saya ada baca satu article. err.. honestly, sy xbace abes pon lg. huhuk..

tp, sy ada la share kt fesbuk sy.

tgk tajuk je pn dah bwat sy berfikir panjang..

it's about apa akan jd pada FB kita after kita mati.

bleh baca kt sini.

susah bila kita dh xbleh nak undo balik apa yg kita buat. masa takkan reverse.

kan?

I'll try my best to hold this urge. perang ni, perang. uhuk. kite tau kite byk dosa..

so, kite xnak sengaja2 tmbh lg..huhu

ala.. gambar lawa2 simpan utk suami dah laa..

p/s: peace no war :)

wordless Friday??

2011-07-08T14:18:00.001+08:00

OH . MY . GOD

omgomgomg!

here's a creepy shocking story..

last nite... after I watched a movie on TV3, about 12 am plusplus..

I went straight to my bed. I want to sleep. Man this ulser at my tongue's killing!

as I was in my tryings to sleep, I heard something.. like.. something fall on the ground, just outside my window.

I was a bit nervous. My room is at the most up front location compared to other rooms, so I can see if there's anything, or..anyone getting in through the gate.

so, I took a peek.

nothing.

no one.

I afraid.. what if.. somebody tried to get in. or..maybe.. he already successfully did? or...maybe.. well, cats or whatever bumped the vase..

so many what if..

I tried to sleep again. cautiously.

then..

after a few of rolling here and there.. I heard again!

not that falling or cracking sound.

but something like.. squiecking? is that the correct spelling?? oh whatever..

it's an animal sound.. grunting!

I tried to peek again. It was kinda dark outside. Eyes searched here and there... up and.... down!

there it was! no.. there THEY were!!

2 piglets just crossed my eyesight.

I wasn't so sure what they are.. so I went to the kitchen, taking peek from there.

OH MY GOD!..

one..two..three......four.....five....six.... seven... eight!

eight of them!

what were they doing here??

how did they get inside??

why so many of them?????????

6 piglets.. 2 bigger 'piggy banks'

euww!!!! so alive in front of me!!

I rushed to my parents room. I woke them up.

"ADA BAB* MASUK DALAM PAGAR!!"

there are pigs in the yard!

Dad told me, he did hear something but he didn't know what was it..

Mom followed.

we were so dumbfounded. How on earth those things got in?

especially the bigger ones, mums I believe?

gate was closed. firmly. oh! there's a hole at backyard. at the fence (pagar). between mine and the neighbor.

I guess the small ones went tru there.

again..what about the big ones???

I told dad to open the gate.. let them went out by them self. You know, they are afraid of us human, we jump infront of them, they'll run like hell.

so, all of us keep on peeking. I tried to take pictures of them, but they ran so fast. Plus it was dark. I couldn't see them. Hiding behind lime, banana, and curry trees.

Oh! there's a big one outside. Been calling for the babies. Grunting, you know the sound. Dad and me looked at it, and that thing stared back at us. Ohhoo..bold huh? must be male.. They're are the wild piggies, when they are small.. they got some kind of lining pattern on there skin. Got older, lining disappear.. and just brownish colored fur left. not the pink ones okay.

I noticed, their nose are soo long. euww... *a glimpse of last nite tragedy*

quite weird though, we are not that close to the woods.. There are houses.. a lot of, around.

where did they come from??

even weirder.. it's 8 of them.

(lapan kottt.. banyak tuh! xpenah2 tgk kerbau pendek dekat.. amik kau! 8 ekor terkedek lalu depan kau. dalam kawasan rumah kau lg!!)

seriously..it was a confusing moment. by 1.45am, they all went out. from the hole at backyard..and also the front gate.

I couldn't wait for the morning to come. I want to search any possible hole or whatever they got in through.

But I couldn't find it. other that last nite hole..

(yang besar tu..muat ke?? size like a baby cow. only shorter, and fatter. like baby hippos maybe?
eii.. punah pagar.)

the question..left unsolved. huu

that was the first time I saw pigs around this neighborhood. I've heard people talking about it. I guess, there must be few case like already..

salah dorg ke? dah manusia pegi buat rumah byk2 kt kwsn bukit, dy nyer tempat tinggal hilang la.. kan? mereka pon nak hidup jgk.. kan..? huu.. kesian pn ada kt mereka2 ni..

hm..but...

EIGHT duhh! can you believe that.. ?? try la.. all 8 in your yard. haha

*still in shock*

wordless... <-- sbb ulser pon ye jugak nehh..

p/s: kena samak ke ek? like satu kawasan rumah ni kot dy jelajah.. huhu
2nd p/s: mood speaking, bru tgk vid omputes smlm..huhu. fluent gila. nama pon omputes owp? haha

pasta carbonara

2011-07-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

*okelah, mls nk merajuk ngan belog lame2..bukan belog taw pujuk pun. humph.*

senang yg amat je ni. pejam mata pn bleh bwat. erm.. tak kot. tp.. senang je la. tak silap kat tin sos carbonara tu pn ada je tertera resepinya..

ni ha rupa dia..

Bahan:

Pasta

Daging ayam (kiub)

1 Bawang besar (kiub)
Cendawan kering (rendamkan dlm air panas, then hiris)

1 Tin Prego Carbonara Cendawan

Cara-cara:

Rebus pasta/fettuccini sampai lembut.

Toskan. Put aside.

Tumis bawang dengan sedikit minyak hingga naik bau, kemudian masukkan ayam dan cendawan.

Masukkan prego (carbonara) dan air secukupnya.

Kacau bila gelegak. Tambah sedikit keju (additional).

Tambah sedikit serbuk lada sulah dan hirisan daun sup.

siap!

xde papelah

2011-07-07T13:03:00.002+08:00

eeii.. xle nk post wordles wed smlm.

xle log in pon.

fine.

majok ngan belog. bluekksss!

of power and fame

2011-07-03T18:07:00.000+08:00

of power and fame, comes greed.

come big talks and nonsense.

non of those will keep ye company..

in the shallow, dark hole.

not even the shadows of the past ye loved so much.

non other than 3 things.

stop fighting, stop defending.

ye only feed the ego within.

nobody loves losing.

neither failing.

it is toleration I'm talking.

considerate. for us, the citizen of this nation.

someday, all of these materialistic urges will mean less of things

we see, this world is indeed dying.

2011-07-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

agak2 msti da abes tiket transformer tu. hm.

xpela. tgk jela pape. asal bersama dgn kwn2ku itu.

bkn la kite ni feveret sgt tgk wayang ni. nnti2 bleh je cri torrent ke ape kt tenet. free lg. haha..

duk rumah saja pn bosan juga.

bila lg nk lepaks ngan member, ye dakk? ;p

oke. jam 2 satgi nk ciao.

nk smbung kemas bilik..yg ntah bile nak settle =.="

(byk tol jumpa barang2 lama. barang2 zmn skolah. hadiah itu ini dr kwn2..

aigoo. miss those frens of mine. miss them all!

a homebreak.

2011-06-28T01:12:00.001+08:00

lallaala..

tetibe rasa rajin nak menulis..

psstt.. ekceli, tgh tunggu puding roti sayer sejukk..hihi

ni haa..

nyam2.. xsabar nk makan esok. kite bwk kuar dr peti sejuk.. letak ats piring sebarang dua.oh..!

(oke, xmenggiurkan pon :'(

saye penah post resepi puding ni.

check it out here~ senang sesangatttlahhh ;)

oke..hm..ape sy nk ckp ek?

oh.. xde apa pn sbnrnye. nak merepek2 je ni..

hm.. bebaru ni.. (da x brp nk bru la jgk sbnrnya), sy balik UMT.

nak siapkan thesis.

utk penjilidan.

final editing la kre..

(rs mcm penah post :-? hmm..)

apepon, nk share pix je..

eh eh.. mimi punya lak. xkre, sy suke gmbr ni jugakk..

ouh.. sblm tu, sy ada balik kampung kt perak kan.. saye beli cactus. dua. dulu penah beli, tp hilang..uhuk..

xtaw la spesis ape. uhu.. xcheck plk. lively skit bilik ble ada pokok2 kecik ni. ehe ;)

um.. mggu lepas, sy try nk tanam poko peria. geram tengok bijik dlm buah peria tu.. so my heart asked.. why don't kite cuba tanam? xrugi pun..

bukannya gemar sgt pon peria nih. mak kan nurse, beliau suka je bg mkn benda pahit2.. nak suh bagi sihat la.. kulit cantik la.. kite ngapp jela~~

3 bijik je~

2-3 hari kemudian, dtg idea dlm kepala.

apa kata, kite cat dressing table.. table betul pun kite cat skali? boring dh kaler ceklat tuh. agak2 b4 sy lahir lg dh ada meja tu.. uhuk..

beli baru je? ishk.. sy ni spesis yg berjimatt. xkan nak buang, masih elok..bleh guna.. uhu.. jgn bazir2 duit maa..

so..

ofkos la bersepahh.. orang nak mengecat nii.. salunya xsepah macam ni ye..-__-"

(ye kewwwww????? :P)

tu bru undercoat.. cat kilat kaler putih. konon2 nak suh nampak luas sket bilik.. uhu..

bilik kite plg kecik taw kt umah ni.. berkorban~~ sobs..

gmbr penuh? xde lg la.. bilik huru hara sbb nak rearrange kedudukan perabut (ke perabot?) n katil sgala. dh buhsan kedudukan lama. uhu.

bg sy la, the power is in our hand rite? kalo bosan..do something. cat ke ape ke.. nak seribu daya~~ kedudukan katil n so on tak berubah kalo bkn kite yg ubah. hehe

urm.. then.. ermm..

haa.!! smlm umi bwat pasta carbonara lagi! heeee..shuke2.

tp sy puasa, so.. bile org puasa ni berbuka, xleh nk mkn byk2 trus kan time berbuka. akan rs cepat kenyang. so.. xdpt nk mkn byk sgt la time dinner tu.. stakat semangkuk penuh je.. tmbh skali.

ngehee :D

sindrom student universiti x hilang lg, meaning.. pyh nk tido awal..

so.. supper pasta lg lah~

hehe.

smbil abeskan tgk drama Playful Kiss dan movie Doremifasolatido. cter korea dua2 tuhh..

kyahhh!! Jang geun Suk time muda2 dulu. hehe.. muka budak lg~~ ni cte doremi... tu.

masyukk!

pasni sy post resepi pasta tu ek.

okela.. xde dh gmbr spesel dy memori stick yg ni. ciao dulu~~

salam sayang~~

ps: sy x suka nabil. nabil raja lawak tu lahh. xtaw kenapa. hmm..

sarang.amor.love....cinta.

2011-06-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

geu sarang..

love..is it?

amor..

cinta.

isanghe. anehnya. weird.

bitter and sweet at d same time.

d poison, d cure.

some people kill for it. die because of it.

even a reason for a person to keep on living.

"d Power" source: google image

hurts a lot don't it? when love leaves you. like half of your life, your heart.. breaks. could become like a walking dead. soul-less.

then again, it's love who comes rescuing you. give you life. happiness.

hmm.. don't you think, that kind of word. no. feeling, weird enough for everyone to have?

like a question without an answer.

so.. because of love is so weird and unpredictable,

be careful.

there's a quote.. or..what ever it is..

"feelings changes, but memories don't"

p/s: mode bru pas abes playful kiss and doreifasolatido. aigoo.. xsah kalo xkuar air mata tgk cter sedih. ape ke sensitif benonye kamu ni.. hmm. (wei.. bukti berperasaan okeh. d term is empathy!)

kimchi?

2011-06-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

kimchi yg org korea ske sgt makan tu.. sedap ke?

hm. curious.

mellow

2011-06-15T21:03:00.001+08:00

sedetik lebih by anuar zain.

sy..suka.

not important

2011-06-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

#harus cepat replace previous post ok

xtaw dh nk post ape.

skrg ngah fenim ngan page number..

puas edit, xjd jgk..

haihs.

esok dh nk kena htr....

wordless wednesday

2011-06-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

further info, click here

p/s: gedix nk letak gmbr sdiri.. gedix2!!

been quite a while

2011-06-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum, x jawab berdosa, kalau jawab sayanggg~~

aha.. itulah trademark cik maria elena kite.

bukan nora elena ye.. hehe

huhu.. just jalan2 tgk belog, dah bersawang ke belum.

lama gila kot tak update.

alah..bukan ade yg baca pon. no preasure lah kan.

actually mmg banyak story.

mmg penatlah kan kalo nak citer seua skrg.

so, sy bg point jela ye. mcm post sblm2 ni..

1. dah lama cuti. tunggu grad je.

2. my cuzin, kak lin bertunang. semoga bahagia hendakknya~

3. pegi zoo kemaman, ada ikan naga! besar gila. saiz mcm ikan yu dahh.. cuma it's ikan air tawar. ntah camne la dy bleh steady je dlm air xtenggelam2..huhu

ehh.. dlm gmbr ni mcm xde la besar sgt. hmm.. korang kena pegi sendiri la, baru nmpk betul2 besar.. huhu

4. join projek sife. mengenai ketam. kenal kwn2 baru. dpt elaun. sy ni bkn la ahli pn, skdr sumbang tenaga kerja je..bwat keje berfaedah. mulanya bbrp hari je. then tunda..seminggu lebih.. tunda lg dan lg.. smpai nak dekat half month la jgk menginap kat umt nih. xpe, ktorg bwat keje xde la stres sgt, byk main jgk sbnrnya. byk keluar. McD yg xbrp nk dekat tu dh jd mcm tmpt dinner. hihi. dorg bwk jalan ke mesra mall, me tgk wayang for d first time. huhu. citer fast furious 5. besssttt! smpat la bwk dorg singgah dinner kt my house. makan pasta carbonara. dh lewat time tu ( mmg cuak la takot kena marah balik lewat. dh la dorg kena drive lg smpai umt. huhuk..), xkan nk bg mkn nasi plk kan. apepun, they all like it.. silelah dtg lg ye :)

5. pegi kembara treasure hunt, organized by tempat keje mak. ke melaka plk dis time. tahun lepas ke mersing. besttt~~~~ yg paling mengujakan, kami dpt tmpt ke-6 drp 110 participants! gila xpercaya. dah la terlajak jalan. terlepas soalan sgala. dengan jwpn pn salah sana sini.. mmg dh giv up la time serah jwpn n tunggu pengumuman on d next day. bile dh jd cmni, berkobar-kobar la plk nk masuk lg next year.. hehe

6. balik kampung ke perak. terus dari melaka tu. xde la yg menarik sgt utk ditulis..

7. now balik kt umt. haihs. nak kena edit lg thesis utk penjilidan. susah je bwat cmni. kesian students yg duk jauh, nak kena dtg utk edit. kalo bwat awal2 kan senang...hmmm...

xde dh kot..hmm

byk kan? xsmpat nk melepak sangat pn kat rumah. huhu.. nk cari kerja mcm mana kalo cmni gaya.

tu je nak tulis. kot. huhu..

oh ye, 2 hari lepas sy ada try bwat ciskek. becoz of few errors ngan oven tu, kek saye itu pn tidak lah se-cun n se-sedap mcm yg dlm gmbr punya. adoi.. seb baik my brother suka. izu mkn la smpai abes ek, along pn da xlarat nk mkn. da la mampat.. adoii..

so, xleh la nk share recipe or photonye lg.. huhu..

i promise to bake better one next time..;)

ehh.. lg satuu.. erm.. while joining sife project, one of the members, Adyleen ada bg saya ikan laga. actually dy dpt ikan laga tu tp..dy naik flight, so xley bawak la kan ikan tu.. so, dy pn bg trus kt saye.. hehe..
kebetulan lah plk time tu sy tgh gilekan chansung, one member of 2PM korea boy bands. hensem oo.. hehe..
so, saye pn namakan ikan tu Chansung. tp.. salunya panggil Yayang je.. hahaha :D

ni la dy Chansung@Yayang. (geliss plk type yayang.. euw.. xmacho langsung -__-"

urm.. da xtaw nk tulis ape.. huhu.. until next time lah plk ye ;)
(bajet sweet apakah??)

salu tgk blogger yg femes ames letak gmbr sendiri at then end of their posts. nak letak lah jgk..ngeee :P

korean bands

2011-05-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

hah! tetibe rasa ada mood nk menulis.

tp bkn mengenai point2 dlm post sblm neh.

uhu.. nk ckp psl korean idols.

td g kafe baru. xramai yg online.

so, line super laju la.

dah rambang mata nk donlod ape.

huhu..

ape lg, donlod la vid2 boybands yg hensem2 ituh.

kekeke.

kn sblm ni sy byk mention CN Blue n SNSD..

yela, dh ahli grup tu yg mula2 sy kenal.

so, awal2..agak pyh la nk tgk grup len.

adekah dikatekan setia?? haha.. no komen.

tp sy rs sy setia. hahaha :P

so, skrg mula jinak2 tgk grup len.

best gak grup 2pm, dbsk.

stkt neh, 2 ni yg plg rncak kot tarian dy.

saye suke~

bcoz I think lelaki patot menari gaya yg rancak2.

bkn kiut2.

LOLs

makin byk browse, makin lame tgk.. makin nk hyper plk jadinye.

sebab..dorg tersangat la ensem dan macho~ haha.. adeh..

xde ke sorg yg hensem2 n macho n bergaye cenggitu nak kat saye?? haha.. (penulis sengal)

weh2.. luaran je tu.. tapi . . . kalo dapat pon, ape slhnye? wakaka (penulis senget..abaikan..abaikan)

kalo nk jd ahli korean boyband, xpyh berangan la kalo lengan xde muscle. haha.

even Jaesuk yg comedian tu pon ade muscle. cayalah.

bkn ape. nmpk gagah sket. xde r nmpk lembik. uhuu..

(ape sy merepeks neh)

yang pompuan plk, ermm.. sy masih stick pd SNSD.

ade gak syarat kalo nk jd girlsband (pelik lak bunyi)

antaranye, kena lawa, tinggi, kaki pnjang..

haha.. rupa luaran lagi. adehh..

tapi satu la mengenai kegilaan pd music n movie n drama korea ni.

knape cam tibe2 je skrg?

dorg salu sebut satu term neh.

which is.. hallyu wave. ke ape ntah.. bunyi nye cam tu la..

mcm nk sebar gelombang yg menyerap dlm kepala muda mudi.

jadi satu trend.

mana tak nya.

kat mesia ni tetibe je ada grup Gula-gula (girl grup) n 24:7 (boy grup).

sy tgk.. euww.. geli gilass.

yg girls tu.. adoyai.. jauhhhhhh yg amat lg nk sama taraf ngan korean idols.

blom ape2 dh masuk press.

sore ntah sedap ke tak.

pkai seksi2 mcm korean artis.

hm.. sy ni minat, minat jgk korean ni. dh dorg tu bkn agama Islam pon, xpe la nk pkai seksi.

Gula-gula neh, sy tgk muka melayu..so, Islam lah kotnye.

mana xnaek angin. heh. bajet cun apakah??

(ni rs cam nk mengumpat neh.)

yg boys plk.

adoyy.. kompem xpilih jd calon suami.

xde muscle ponn. kurus n cekeding.

tergelak tgk. seyes, geli.

adoyai, kite kan Malaysian. bwat la cara Malaysian. sopan la sikit. buat la cara len. ni asek nk tiru owg je.

yg penting, kite neh Islam. ckup la dorg je buat..kalo nk pkai seksi or bergaya sakan. kite takat tgk dah la.. xpyh la nk tiru2. hiburan dlm skrin dah la.

(sbb sy pon rs cam pyh la kalo disuruh jgn tgk dah ape2 berkaitan korea pasneh. wuwu.. cuma sy rasa at least, biar je takat tu...)

so, seeing youngsters da mcm gila korea sgt, pkai bju..style koreans. dengar lagu korean. kdg2 buat sy terpikir.. apekah ada agenda disebalik semua neh?

just a reminder la.. utk diri sy jgk. minat, minat jgk. tp..jgn la over sgt. pndai2 la pikiaq.

no mood

2011-05-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

sy ada byk cerita yg boleh ditulis.

tp.. xde skrg tgh xde mood.

tp..nnti abes sume cter penting sy tertinggal plk.

mcm mana ye?

hmph. bg point jelahh.

1. da abes exam. hepi.

2. presentation viva da lepas. ok la. xde kena serang solan pelik2.

3. thesis blom htr. due date 10hb. mcm2 komplikasi. pjg cter. len kali lah.

4. presentation eop after viva. kalo bwat awal2, xde la perlu prepare even exam da abes.

5. dihalau dr bilik. kena serah kunci awal. skrg merempat kt surau blok. skali ngan brg2 student len. rmai lg student jd cmni. xde r depress sgt pon.

6. kete sewa mati otw g KT. htr kwn g mpkt. seb baik ada bengkel berdekatan. Allah tlg.

7. hari2 yg penat. nonstop working berakhir. cuma meletihkan diri ngan benda bkn akademik. suka je. last days kan. ngan kwn2. susah same2.

8. byk dpt jemputan kawen. mknanya sy usia sy meningkat dewasa. mknanya juga.. turn sy makin dekat. cuak.

9. ah. byk lg. tp seyes xde mood nk tulis. ngantuk. plus penat angkat brg smlm xhilang lg.

until then, ciao.

tak suka jugakk

2011-04-28T17:57:00.000+08:00

haih.. masa makin suntuk cmni la rs cam makin rajin nk mengadet.

huhu..

nk tulis something yg sy dislike..

yg sy bru je witness..

hum.

sambung yg bebaru ni jela ek.

6. guys yg meludah merata2..

euww.. so x beretika. geleman2..-__-"

7. bila sy lapar (?)

sebabnya..sy sgt cepat naik angin time lapar. slh ckp sket, dh trasa. kecenderungan nak terbuat org trasa pon tinggi lah jua. which, sy jg sgt xske. kalo nmpk sy tgh berkerut je dahi..cepat2 lg bg mknn yek. haha :P

8. ble sy xdapat apa yg saya nk

sy bukan la org yg nak semua bnda. ada la perkara2 yg sy sgt interested n sy brani utk cuba sdaya upaya nk dptkn bnda tu. sy pon bukan ske menjerumuskan diri dlm perkara yg berisiko. so, kalo sy brani amik risiko utk sesuatu, meaning.. sy mmg nk lah bnda tu. kalo xdpt, sy usaha lg. xdpt, usaha lg. kalo dh byk kali xdpt, n sy dah trasa hati ngan perkara tersebut, baru la sy brenti cuba.

9. cepat give up

sy punya otak berfungsi dengan menyatakan "kalo org len bleh buat, mesti aku pon bleh bwat gak!" so, give up sbelom mencuba is soooOO not my style lah! huhu. kdg2 org ckp sy ni stubborn. degil. sebab, kalo dlm borak2 ke ape, sy mesti nk menang (kalo ape yg sy ckp tu sy rasa betul).

10. kapel yg naik moto same2 (membonceng)

hah! ni slh satu perkara yg amatla tersangat sy anti n menyampah. duhh??! engkau tak kawen tak ape, bleh plk duk bonceng2 cmtuh. sorry if this sounds too kurang ajar, but it looks so..murah la.. byk lg yg saya anti pasal kapel nih. antaranya duk dating time2 maghrib. sesuai sgt la korang berdua, xtaw hormat waktu solat. dah senja2 pon nk berdating sgala. tu xcampur lg yg dating smpai pagi buta. mcm la xde siang nk jumpa. heh! lg.., yg duk pegang2 tgn la apela.. wei, pelis ar.. korang tu tak kawen lagi. nk sgt pegang sana sini, kawen arh! geram2!! (ouh, sy tgh lapar ye skrg. )

dh la dulu kot. da kebulur yg amat neh. aci ke kalo nk bg gelaran kt diri sendiri? erm.. Slim Girl With Big Stomach. hahaha :P

our time is running out

2011-04-27T13:32:00.001+08:00

hey zarin, awak tu nk kena siapkan thesis.. slide viva, slide eop, intro proposal eop, reading portfolio.. ada masa lg nak maen2 FB, tgk movie, duk mengedit gambo n mengait sgala.. tahu tak masa dah suntukk??

sy tahu la wak.. sy tahu sgt. tp seyes sy xleh nk fokus. jiwa raga sanubari sume da terbang ke rumah. dh lame start holiday. huhuk.. jasad je sangkut kt cni.

awk je yg mengada2 taknak fokus. berlengah2. tu keta kt akuatrop tu, sape nk urus? sure en.azmie da bengang ngan awk. projek da lama siap..tp xkemas balik.

sy nk bg ketam2 tu hidup selama mungkin. xsampai hati tahu tak nak bunuh?? kalo bleh mkn xpe la jgk. ni dah expose ngan Cd, for sure xleh mkn..or bg org mkn.

awk kena setelkan ari ni jgk tangki2 sume tuh. smpai bile lg nk tangguh??

hmm.. sampai ketam tu mati sendiri....?

huh.. tade2.. awk pegi je buang kt kwsn paya bakau tu.. dh kesian sgt nk bunuh.

huh.. ni lg satu, etika saintis ape. buat kajian, then buang sample ke habitat liar. abes contaminated ekosistem. belajar sains, tp.. xamalkan yg sepatutnye.

dhtu, awk nk bwat cmne lg?? masa semakin suntuk~~~

tu la yg saya pening wak. adeii.. ketam oh ketam.. kalo nk bunuh cepat2, letak lam freezer. tp, freezer mana yg dekat ngan akuatrop tuh. kompem terkejut org.. bukak2 freezer nmpk bnda gerak2. haha..

gelak plk. serius nih. kite da xde masa!

urm.. huu.. patut ke sy buang je kt paya bakau tu? huu...

buang jela. igt org2 sblm ni yg buat experiment cam awk xbuat ke cmtu?

huu.. ele, awk je yg prasangka kot. xkesah la dorg buat ke tak. xkan sy nk ikot kalo dorg bwat bnda xbaik.

huh. ada2 je alasan awk neh. penat ckp ngan awk lah.. sy nk, awk setelkan jugak bnda tu. plg lewat esok. bg kelonggaran hari ni, sbb awk nk kena submit proposal tu kan by evening?

ha'ah. ottoke =(

dah dah.. jgn nak merungut. merungut xbwat keje, xke mana jgk.

yela...yela..huuu..

thesis tu, baik edit cepat2. dah2 la bertangguh. siap cepat kn senang?

yela..yela..

jgn yela..yela je.. buat okeh??

ye! baekkkk cikgu!

huh.. whateverlah.

err.. warning?

2011-04-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

hey barang2 kat kedai yg nak jadi hak milik sy..

korang jgn nak manja2..

nk fragile2..

nak cepat rosak sgala.

kalo jatuh skali terus xleh function..

kalo kena air sikit terus jammed..

baik jgn berangan nk hidup ngan sy.

nk hidup ngan sy, kena tahan lasak.

paham?

bcoz d truth is, I wud like to keep u all with me selama yg boleh. I mean, xnak tukar2 dah. any of u all are special to me.

p/s: =__="

hari2 terakhir

2011-04-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

esok paper arab.

last paper.

wee..eksaited!

tp, xbermkna da boleh lompat2 keriangan.

ada lg viva 3-4-5 hb neh. 28 ada presentation eop.

nk kena edit thesis lg.

nk kna siapkan reading portfolio..esok lusa must htr.

10hb plg lewat htr thesis.

then, 12 jun kena mai amik thesis lg.. utk pembetulan terakhir ke ape.

16jun htr utk penjilidan.

then bru la btol2 free.

bulan 5 tu sbnrnye ada family day.. xigt dh brp hb.

under umi pnyer tpat keje.

then, 3-4-5 jun ada kembara. ala2 treasure hunt yg sy penah cter dulu la.. xsure ke mana kali ni. dulu ke mersing.

huhu.. after that.. tgk la cmne.

huhu.. erm..

ekceli.. sy tgh dlm dilemma ni.

xtaw nk smbung blaja ke, nk keje..

xdop pitish la nk sambung terus.. huhu..

kalo nk smbung pn, sy dh xnak dlm bidang biologi..kalo bleh.

puas, bosan n penat nga bio..

huhu

tapi...ape??

oh..dilemma.

nak kerja? kerja ape?

kerja yg mcm mana??

huu.. abah suh cari kerja yg bukan dekat2 Dungun.. even Tganu. huhu.. dy suh sy cari pengalaman.

tapi.. di mana???

dh la ngan masalah kurang keyakinan lg..

adoi.. keje ape la..

sy..huhu...taknak..kerja dlm bidang bio...huhu..

ada la skali..terberangan, ape kata buka kedai?

a cafe?

xnak kedai makan. penat sgt kot.

cafe yg jual bnda2 ringan je. takat muda mudi hangout.

utk tu, sy kena pektis btol2 la nk buat kek yg best2 ke ape ke..

sy masih kena bljr..

xpela.. masa masih byk..

cuma satu la..

takot parent x stuju..

huhu.

tu ape yg sy penah terpikir la.

seronok jgk jual2 ni.

seyes, sy xnk keje dlm pejabat.

sy xnak kerja kena tulis2..

huhu

aaaaa... dilemma...

spesis alergik

2011-04-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

ari ni sy rasa cam nk tulis sesuatu yg x penting.

sbb ni belog sy, jd.. xpela kan kalo nk post ape2 pn..kan?

seyes x penting. baik xpyh bace.

sy tulis sbb.. sy rs nak tulis lah :P

erm.. sy nk tulis psl.. perkara2 yg saya x suka.

kalo nk tulis yg sy suka.. byk sgt pulak, xreti nk spesifikkan cmne.

sbb, kalo sy tulis spesifik.. nnti nmpk cam mengada or terlebih demand plk.

agak cerewet lah jgk sbnrnye sy neh.

ok.. sy tulis satu2..

1. Lelaki yg merokok

ekceli, bkn takat orgnye je sy xske. rokok, area merokok.. dan sebgainye yg berkaitan pn sy xske. (aish.. mcm post somebody jek.. kekeke. nk bwat cmne wak, dh kite xske bnda yg same..lalala).

ape yg sedap ngan merokok pn sy xtaw la. ape kebaikan pn sy xnmpk ngan merokok neh. beli rokok, dapat rokok..n bakar rokok. xke sama macam bakar duit? eish..xleh bwat laki neh. boros pd ape yg memudaratkan diri. abes keluarge I nnti.. dah terang2 bnda tu memudaratkan diri, isap jgk.. xphm sungguh..

2. Orang2 yg buang sampah merata2

ni pn sy xphm gak. attitude org yg mcm ni. ape la yg susah sgt ngan buang smpah ke dlm tong sampah. ada sy tgk, tong sampah dkat je.. tp still buang merata2. sakit mata mnengoknye. benda mudah mcm tu pn xleh buat. org2 cmni ni, sah2 tak pembersih. eii..geram2..

3. Orang2 yg buang sampah atas penutup tong sampah

ni lg satu. dah elok dh ada usaha nk buang sampah dkat tong sampah, tapi.. xbuang betul2 kat dalam. dibiarnye berteraburan kat atas n sekitar tong tuh. tensen2! kat asrama ni contohnye. asrama pompuan ye. tong sampah ada dua. salah satu tong akn ditutup, so budak2 isi smpai penuh salah satu tong dulu. kat cni byk kucing, sbb tu kena tutup. tp, bile yg satu tu dah penuh pun.. masih duk buang sampai penuh, melimpah2. atas tong sebelah pn same. susah sgt ke nk buka penutup tu, then buang kt dlm? mana pergi la common sense. nanti nk jd bini org, mak org.. buat la cmtu. timbun lg byk2 smpah kat dapur tuh.. eii.... geram2..

4. Orang2 yg buang sisa makanan dlm sinki.

hah..ni satu lg mengenai sampah jugak. eii...sy tgk tong sampah bukan main dekat dh..dy g buang jgk sisa2 mknn yg besar2 dlm sinki. nanti mula la tersumbat. mmg la ada org akan tlg bersihkan.. which r mkcik2 cleaner tu. tp, bndanya bukan la pyh sgt pun kan? ni pun masalah attitude. (sy rs dah berjangkit ngan SV kot.. dh jadi terlebih alert ngan masalah attitude org)

5. Lelaki yg terlebih perasan or bajet bagusss sgtt

lelaki yg mcm ni..suka cakap besar. bajet semua bnda boleh buat.. dan secara tak langsung buat org len rasa cam kecikkk gila. Kalau bagus, tunjuk bukti..xpyh nk ckp lebih. eii.. bkn takat lelaki je, pompuan pun same. ntah, mmg alergik sket ngan org yg mcm ni. kalo ckp, semua org bleh ckp.. aku taw ni..ak pndai bwat itu ini...

sy pn boleh ckp cmtu. ataupun.. org yg sbb ada kelebihan dlm bentuk wang, duk ckp2 planning itu ini kt org yg xbrp nk berduit neh. buat org rs kecik ati jek.

erm.. ntah ape dh sy merepek nih. sy nk highlight smpai no.4 je. tp mcm sikit sgt je letak empat item, sy tmbh satu lg. huhu.. perkara2 diatas ni sy rs bkn sy je x suka. mksdnya..sy xde la bias kerana emosi diri sendiri..

sy rs melibatkan org2 len di sekitar gak.

tentang minah

2011-04-22T18:17:00.001+08:00

sy nk karang satu cerita.mengenai seorg yg namanya minah.. direct to d point je la ek.

minah pernah suka seseorg, gila punya suka.. dan dy pernah beranggapan ia akan berkekalan. utk itu, dy cuba restrain diri dy dari buat bnda2 yg dy rs akn sebabkan kesukaan tuh tercemar. minah ni spesis yg say no to kapel n dating.

dy mmg cuba okeh? paham?

tapi perkara tu tak tercapai, dan minah penah gila punya frust. dh la dh mcm nk kompem kan.

dh mula ckp psl kawen la sng ckp.. tibe2, hancur cmtuh jek.

hari2 berendam air mata perkara biasa.

duk terperuk dalam bilik xbangun2..pn perkara biasa.

minah rs mcm malas nk hadapi dunia sedar. sbb minah kompem akan teringat.

baik tidur.. tak igt ape2.

igt senang ke hidup cmtuh?

member bg nasihat, bkn minah xnak ikot.

suatu masa, minah taw sume tu akan berakhir.

so, biar la minah nangis puas2..

sbb in future minah dah mls nk nangis lg psl perkara tuh.

seyes, mcm org bodoh pun ada. kesian kat minah.

tp xdela smpai nk bunuh diri..

minah xdela smpai dh betul2 gila.

setahun lebih jgk baru minah dapat stablekan diri.

dh boleh terima hakikat..dh xde jodoh, nk buat cmne kan?

adela tu hikmah kat mana2..

minah pun bljr dari kesilapan.. sbb sume tu pn bermula dr dia.

tp, xleh nk slhkan dy je.

minah pun manusia gak.. ade buat salah silap.

tp, dy xdiberi peluang nk betulkan..

laki tu pun satu.. ego terlebih..

bajet peluang hak milik dy seorg agaknye.

minah pn dah mls nk ingat ape2 berkaitan lelaki tuh.

tp, bese la.. bila sesuatu dh tertanam dlm sgt kt otak tu.. kdg2 dia mai jugakk..

tp.. minah takkan sengaja2 cuba nak igt kalo xde perkara yg mengingatkan.

cuma minah ade la jgk terpksa lari dari buat atau involve ngan sesetengah perkara yg ada possibility utk igtkan dy pd lelaki tuh. xpun ape2 yg berkaitan ngan lelaki tu. even ngan kwn2 lelaki tu.

mmg dy tekad tutup hati dy utk lelaki tu.

minah ni jenis yg suka express ape yg dia fikir dlm bentuk tulisan. dy ada blog.

so, kalo teringat ke ape ke... dy tulis jela kt blog dy tuh.

bkn bnda tu je dy nk tulis.. bnda2 len pun dy tulis je dlm blog.

ape2 jela yg dia rasa.. suka? sedih..geram..

so, minah amatlah taknak dikatekan masih ade hati walau secubit pun kat lelaki tu bila dy tulis psl yg dia teringat tu. xnk jgak kalo2 lelaki tu terperasan yg minah masih xleh nk terima hakikat..xleh nk terima org len.. worse, kalo terperasan yg he's d only man available. mgkin xprsn yg terbehave cmtuh.. mgkin xbehave pn cmntu.. sbb tu minah ckp xTERperasan..

benda2 TER ni kan, diluar kawal

kalo tak clear meh sy tulis, bg pihak minah..

teringat tu.. bile satu2 memori kembali menerjah ingatan. sesuatu yg diluar kawal.

mengingat pulak.. sengaja2 nk ingat.

bukan slalu pun minah jd teringat cmtuh.. paham?

kalaupun hati minah belum terbuka utk terima mana2 lelaki.. bknlah sbb minah masih syg kat lelaki tu.

sy ulang ye.. BUKANLAH SBB MINAH MASIH SAYANG KAT LELAKI TU.

cumanya, mungkin dy tak bersedia.

ala..sng ckp.. dy paranoid utk betul mempercayai lelaki.

yela.. sblm tu minah anggap lelaki tu terima je diri dia seadanya. dh lelaki tu yg ckp. mula2 minah cam xyakin, tp disebabkn dy pk that man 's going to be her husband.. dy amik gak risiko utk percaya.

minah ni sbnrnye xsuka amik risiko.. so, ble dy dh bwat cmtu..kirenye bnda tu penting la bg dy..

tp, tgkla.. baru buat silap skali..trus no way..

so, minah takut.. nanti bila ada lelaki yg ckp cmtu lg kt dy.. dy xdpt nk percaya..

n dy akan bersikap prejudis terhadap lelaki tu.

so, kesian la.. sbb bukan semua lelaki cmtu kan?

apepun, minah xleh nak kata apa.. sbb semuanya in future.

mana taw, ngan kuasa Allah..dy dpt je buka hati dy lg ngan mudah?

kesimpulannye kat sini, minah mmg da xde hati kat lelaki tu. Langsung.

itu jela stkt ni cter psl minah.. nantikan endingnye~~ :P

flynn rider, katun yg ensem~

2011-04-21T07:23:00.000+08:00

sy suke flynn rider.

ni dia.. hensem kan? watak hero dlm cter rapunzel tangled.

tgk btol2, mcm arjun rampal kan??

dah lame x tgk katun hensem2 neh..keke :P

rapunzel pn lawa n cumel..

mata dia bulattt yg amat

tu ha rapunzel.. comel ble bebudak tuh ikat dy rambut dy cmtu.. hehe

best la jgk cter neh. sbb mcm fairytale kann..

(hero plk ensem...lalalala)

a startling comment. ^^,

2011-04-18T15:46:00.001+08:00

ihihik..

kih3...

hehehe..

da xbrp nk btol da..

hari ni bgun lmbt..

sbb mlm td stay up

(yela sgt.. )

bgun2 je.. trus ngadap lptop

trus online..

trus buka notes..

buka fb skali..

(shud I write this? hmm.. ahh.. xkre.. ak nk tulis jgk! ak pnya suka la.. blog ak kan)

hehehe..

buka je fb..

buka profile sdiri..

ehh!! dia komen status aku laahh!!

hahaha.. sapekah dy?

hoho.. dy girl yg da lame sy suka.. dan byk aspek kehidupan sy skrg terpengaruh ngan dy..

erk.. slh ke ayat sy?

kang org igt ak les plk.. ishk..

bkn la like cmtu..

ala.. kite kan ade je org2 yg kite like di sekeliling kite..

org yg kite kagum ke.. adore ke.. xkesah la girls or boys..

org2 yg kite respek..

this girl..yg sy kata sy like ni.. mknanya..

girl yg I adore her attitude la..

remember, I don't adore people because of their beauty.. I only adore for what comes from within. I adore attitude. if someone has a really beautiful figure.. that's her rezeki lah. her ujian jg..

kalo sy cter ni, ade je kot yg trus leh teka.. huhu.. malu la I cmtuh.. huhu

skrg dy hmpir nk capai slh satu impian dy..

which is bidang pengacaraan.

dy dpt twrn tv9.. jd host xsilap..

same2 la kite tggu ye kemunculannye..

bru ni pn dy ada kuar kt safiyya..

jd model..

sy xdela eksaited sgt bab dy jd model tu..

sbb dy mmg cntik.. logik la kan.. sy xjeles pn.. lalala

ape yg sy kagum, dy ni.. dpt tmpil dgn begitu yakin di hadapan org..

kn sy ni de mslh sket bab keyakinan diri neh..

tu yg sy kagum sgt ngan dy..

if u see my FB.. lately sy byk ckp psl mskn kan?

ciskek je memanjang..

bebaru ni pn sy sempat buat banana shake masa kt umah..

(berkenan sgt kat banana milk yg yongseo couple duk minum. knape kt mesia susu prisa banana xfeymes ek? rarely found, pdhal rasa dy sedap je pon..)

sy ni bkn jenis rajin sgt nk ke dapur n make something delicious there semenanye..

tp sbb tgk this girl rajin je bake mcm2.. cupcake lah..itulah..ini lah..

rajin jgk smpai buat sandwich byk2 bg kt coursemate (baik sungguh la.. mcm princess2 je.. hehe)

sy bace kt belog dy..

so, sy termotivate diri sy utk merajinkan diri ke dapur..

make something delicious n wonderful..

my mom sure proud lah kalo sy dpt bake something..

hihi

hrp2 la dy xbace neh.. kalo x segan la sy..

sy pn bkn la rapat sgt pn ngan dy..

tgk jela ape2 kuar kt wall dy.

kalo dy post ape2 kt belog.. sy baca je..

tp, xde la smpai hari2 nk bace kan..

kalo link xkuar kt homepage.. tak lah terbace..

I'm not a crazy stalker okeh.. sikit2 jela kot.. haha :P

dulu rajin gak dy online chat box fb tu..

salu la nmpk dy online..tp sy xde r kcau dy..

baru 2 kali kot chat.. ke..skali.. barely remember la kesimpulannye..

ala..dy kan ramai fan, msti rmai yg duk buzz chatbox dy tuh..

xmo la ganggu..

kang dy igt sy fan dy plk..

xspesel la... hahaha :P

i want to b thought as a fren, rather than a fan ok..lalalala

kat wall dy pn...sy jrg2 je komen..

kan da ckp, dy tu byk fan..

kdg2 byk je fan2 dy post kt wall dy..tq la 4 bla2 la.. miss u la.. hi gojes laa.. bila nk hangout ngan u la..

wohoo.. so not me lah kalo nk post bnda2 gtu..

sy kan cool type. lalala :P

so, I wish her all d best in her life.. she's indead getting feymes now..

nama naik cepat..

cuma sy hrp..dy xdela hanyut sgt ngan dua glamer neh..

she's a good girl. kind hearted. gentle.. and normal, with several defects we might not know.

so syg la kalo too drowned in that particular world she's into.

conclusion: her sudden unexpected comment did bright my day.. hihik..me like it~~

comel dop saye?? kui3 :P