Placement: WWF!

hehe..

Alhamdulillah..da taw placement ktne.

sy dpt kt WWF..kt PJ

ape tu?

oke.. WWF stands for World Wild Fund

nama melayu  Tabung Alam Malaysia

ala.. xpenah dgr ke?

apesal kite da penah dgr sjak skola rendah lg?

igt lg penah beli notepad...ade gmbr kangaroo..then kt blkg or..kt bwh..de logo panda WWF tuh..

sng ckp..it's an organization yg melindungi hak haiwan liar la..

position ape..xtaw lg..

it's a worldwide organization.

tu yg jd eksaited tuh..

ngee..

tptptp.. yg jadik seram nye.........

1. me alone.. no other gems participant got there

2. confident i'll be the youngest

3. it's PJ. Duhh... never been there b4..huhu

4. house to stay (alhamdulillah da jumpe) tp..sorg gak duk ctu. haih

5. rujuk no.1

tak ke mcm mmg nak suh gile2 independent tuh??

bru ni smpt g sana tgk..

ms tu lunch break..

no malay kot!

erk..bkn racist..cme, kalo rmai sket malay xde la kekoks bebeno nnti..

yg ade time tuh..chinese, indians..omputes pn ade..huhu

thank god la SV malay..

tp siyes agak ngeri la ms mula2 smpai sana tuh.. haha.. nmpk lak omputeh duk lam pejabat tuh.. lg seramm.. haha.. but, no much to be worried at la.. bese la tu. great opportunity to meluaskan lg my network :)

stat 19hb nih.

umah kat Kerinchi.. ekceli..apartment. sdara nye..huhu.. alhamdulillah sgt2..

sbb mmg dah blur nk duk mana..

huhu

so..kt kerinchi tu..dkat la ngan lrt..

about 4 stops kot ke wwf tuh.

trun kt taman bahagia..then kna amik bas

jln kaki bleh je kot..tp xtaw sgt jln..

tgk lam gps mcm xjauh mana pn..huhu..

siyes nebes n takut.

tp..siyes xcited.

haha..

jadi org KL la I nnti..hahahaha

yg penting..rmai member kt belah2 ctu.

st besar la hrpn nk berjumpe ngan dorg.

hoho..

bkn member gems je..

member skola.. matrix

hoho.. me like

me like this.

tercampak ke sana is a very interesting adventure.

I'll try my best to apply what ever knowledge I have..

work sincerely..

Smoge still dpt kekalkan identiti as east coast girl.. or.. not culture shock. insyaAllah..

ouhh.. i like cabaran! fufufff

p/s: looking forward to find possible Mr Right. hahaha (nk cri cmne la kalo dh keje kt yg Malays pn scarce.. haih...)

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

cam best plk lagu ni.

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

Socialisme n placement

cik kiah dtg nk berleter!

ahah..*apekah?

xdek ape.. just nk share sikit..ape yg sy dpt or..saksikan spnjg GEMS

hm.. kat sana, campur ngan ramai jenis org.

org luar tganu..n kelanatan..

even in my company pn ade je.. 

n.. got this one friend. lelaki la..

ehh... korg jgn nk pk pelik2..

tggu cik kiah nk abeskan cter dulu..

so.. he's from johor.

big guy la..ahaks..

mule2..mcm.. annoying lah jgk perangainye..

later.. jadik satu geng plk.

skali ngan si reen.

geng bergosip!

haha..

dorg la..start gosipkan I ngan si CEO..pdhal xdek pape pon..

ble dh salu kne usik gtu..jadik rapat la ngan bdk2 nih..

then.. one day.. he told me..

"kau ni baik sgt la.."

err.. excuse me??

hm.. seriously.. xrasa baik pn.

bese je.

cuma.. menjaga la jgk skit2

he asked..

'penah kuar mlm x? lebih pkul 12..?'

I said.." ade la skali dua.. rmai2. huhu.. tp mmg dah xsedap ati la.. "

beliau..."........"

he told me.. masa dy kat uniKL rituh.. bese je kuar mlm smpai xbalik.

karok ke hape ke..

hm.. not me lah kalu begitu. hewhew..

he asked me ..'penah tak amik gmbr ngan lelaki..berdua?' sbb sy salu mengelak nk amik gmbr same2.. even ngan mane2 guys la..

I said.. jrg sgt la..dlm skali 2 gtu je kot.. huhu.. takot bakal suami nnti marah.. heeee

siyes..beliau dgn muka tak percaya beliau ituh.

err... bkn nk sell diri sendiri ke hape nih.

I believe, rmai je lg yg jenis xbersosial seperti itu kan?

so.. I got la sikit the picture of people yg ske bersosial nih..

huhu.. kite ni, kwn ngan yg same spesis..

yg bkn kaki kuar mlm ke..ape..

so.. erm..

ntah la nk ckp pe.

haha..

urm..

one more thing...

sedih jgk sbnrnye..

seeing my dear newly made friends..

bertepuk tampar between girls n boys

I shud've tegur

(believe me, ade time2 mmg I tegur direct je.. huuu.. hangin jgk kdg2.. lg2 kalu kena time tgh xde or bad mood)

kalo la dpt placement belah2 selangor or kl ke..

cmno laa

urm..

bkn xsuke..

nk je dpt belah sana..

dpt new exposure..

blaja culture baru..

dgn harapan.. xdek r terpengaruh ngan mnde2 xelok.

inshaAllah...

I know my limits.

I still know..that ape2 yg I bwat, consequences nye..pd my parent jgk..

I love them..

so.. I won't do anything reckless.

InshaAllah..again

lgpn.. nk g KL.. sbb rmai member kt sana..

mcm si fifi comel..nisa..tikah..

n.. anyone lah..

hee..

apepun.. dpt kt mane2 pn.. smoge kerjanye best!

biar dpt apply sume yg dipelajari~

okies.. daaa

p/s: hee.. duit da ckup separuh nk beli dslr! aci x nk mtk ayah sponsor lg sparuh?? heeeee

tp..dilemma nih..canon ke nikon.. ohmy

 

I heart you GEMS!

ok i try sambung balik ape yg i nk ckp.

first of all.. i rs i akan byk guna 'i'

da terbiasa masa GEMS..

so.. hrp paham lah ye.. 

bkn nk menggedik pon..

ok.. i nk cter psl gems smenanye..

for sure.. akan menjadi amatlah pjg akan cerita itu.

briefly jela ea..

ok..GEMS SERIOUS BEST!

pasaipa i ckp cmtuh?

ok..kat GEMS i didedahkan ngan mcm2 ilmu..

pasal business n corporate world.

I made lots of new friends yg inshaAllah I takkan lupa smpai bila2..

aktiviti like projects n so on pon best..

tp..ape yg I plg ske..

FRIENDSHIP!

siyes.. baru 2 hari berpisah dah rindu gilegilegile!

hari2 duk tgk gmbr kt sana..

duk komen mengomen kt fesbuk..

yela..

petang2..slalu je kuar main bola ke..

beach soccer yg xtahannye..

bola selipar.. hee.. cam bdk2 plk rsnye..

paling kurang..mengendap bdk laki maen volleyball dr bilik. wakaka..

ops!

gosip sana sini..

layan keletah masing2..

xtaw nk ckp cmne dah perasaan seronok tuh cmne..

kalo nk cter dari mula2 masuk smpai closing ceremony tu.. rsnye..xckup satu mlm kot..

huhu..

hopefully theyols berjaya mengejar cita2..

oh ye.. i xdpt lg placement..

majority dpt kt UMT n KIST group.

i ni..sgja mention xnak dlm tganu arituh..

so... on hold lah dulunye..

so..begitula..

seriously missing them so badly.

huhu..

p/s: smpt la jgk minat org itu org ini. well org 1minat... smart la, tp taw2 dh berpunya. ok, out of list. 2nd person, tough.. but then ade yg lg cepat.. so, xsmpt lah i nk mengusha lebih2..(tp i hear he said that..'eh, zarin tu ok la.. comel gak eh' haha.. kembang kejap..but..too late oredi..huhu) then..xtaw dh nk minat sape..tp sbb boleh plk ade 2 org mangkuk ayun tuh duk gossip ngan ceo..tmbh lg ngan rumors yg i dgr..so, minat la jgk sket2. minat ke? ntah.. tp..care lah jgknye.. hew2.. (but later xcare mane dah sbb 2-2 mmg mcm sengal jgk) at the same time minat sorg lg mamat tuh. suke tgk je.. cmne nk ckp ea. minat tp xnak usha pon. haha.. bleh plk kann... so, skrg dh abes gems.. dh xde minat kt sape2 dah.. haha... cter psl mamat yg last tuh pon lucu gak.. tp.. mls la plk nk cter. korg nk dgr jgk ke? 

er.. merapu mmg xpendek.

singgah satt

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T!

ye saya tau, lama gila saya tak update. huhuks.

dan banyak gila sebenarnya yang saya nak cerita..

tapi..

sekarang tak cukup masa lah pulak.

malam ni ada dinner ngan 2 pupu umi.

datang dari perak.

anak beliau dapat uitm dungun ni.

er.. saya ciao dulu yek.

rindu gila kat budak2 GEMS!

ye.. sampai gila!

T_____T

mengenai contact lenses

bukak belog, terus nmpk previous sad post..

ayuh pos entri baru to replace it! wee

xmo la bk2 belog je rs nk emo2..

haha..

tp..nak tulis ape?

er..

kte ckp psl info semasa lah sikit ye hari ni.

mengenai lens. contact lenses.

sy ni..suke lah jgk pkai lens.

lg suka kalau xdek kaler sbnrnye..

tpkan.. yg colorless ni, tahan satu bulan jek.

hrga sama je ngan colored pnya..

kkdg merasa la jgk nk mate kaler2

kdg2 jela..

tp awak ni shy2 cat lah jgk..

pkai mata lens kaler2 ni..eye catching lah makanya

malu lah jgk nyew..

kte ni xde lah cantik mana nk pkai lens kaler2..

muka pn typical malay je.. xdek nye pan asia ke..mix ke..ape..

stkt nih xpenah lgla beli slain warna brown n grey.

kalo nak rs cam omputes, bru pkai yg grey tuh.

most of the time stick to brown jek.

so..skrg, kat pasaran mmg byk jual lens.

dari korea..taiwan..jepun..mana2lah..

penah la beli 3 pairs sebelum nih. sume ade la jgk label..

yg baru beli ni..lgsg xdek label ape.

takut lah jgk.

yelah.. senang2 je mnde nih dijual..

org xdek lesen pn bleh jual.

xde guarantee pn lens2 tuh slmt.

kite nih..mata ada 2 bijik je.

rosak, rosak lah selama2nya..

barang mau pakai lama maa..

kena lah hati2 jgk..

bru ni kuar paper, ckp psl lens2 nih.

sy xterbaca lah plk.. dad yg told me..

so..perhaps.. this will be the last time for me to buy lenses online.

murah mmg murah.. sy mmg suka bebenor mnde murah2 nih..hohohh

tp..tp... better mencegah drp mengubati kan?

mslhnye..lens kt dngun nih bapaklah mahal..ee

dulu penah beli jenama ape ntah..(bkn freshkon or freshlook la..)

rm30 lebih gtu je.. tp kat dngun nih.. rm60 kot!

dem.. kompem xbeli.

kite ni dah la spesis 'berjimat-cermat'

so.. masa nak balik cuti ari jumaat baru nih, smpat la singgah kt mydin. kt ctu ade kedai opto. murah la sikit..sbb dah penah beli kat ctu.

so i get a Freshlook lens for rm40. ok lah tu..

brand pn dah salu dgr. dijual di kedai opto.

berlesen. so, secured la sikit..

why take risks if u know there are other better options kan/

tp..huhu...kaler grey lah pulaknye..

iyelah.. dah terbeli online nyer kaler brown..(which now I'm not gonna wear it smpai 3bln like oways kot...)

xnak la sama..

nak la variety sket..

ahh..

grey pn grey lah..

after dah expired yg tuh I'll buy brown pnya ye? ;)

just satu perkara je mngenai lenses ni.

sy ni rabun.. n ade astig..

ni sy bru taw la psl term nih.

astig tu mcm silau pnya power la..

when someone rabun.. ada 2 mnde utk dilihat..

1st: kekaburan tuh sendiri. object will appear blurry

2nd: the doublings. object clear je, tp nmpk bertindih..or jadik double. ala..mcm ble kite julingkan mata tuhh..

sy nih, power silau yg tggi..

most lenses xdek power utk astig. 

astig pnya lens ada je.. cuma mahal la sket...

so..nnti2 lah dulu ye.. huhuks.. i kne kumpul pitish utk dslr dlu

so (byk benonye so kau)... ble sy pkai lens, object clear..cuma ade doubling lah. tgk objek besar2 mcm muka org, pokok..bngunan.. ok je.. but not tulisan..

so(lg)..xbrp digalakkan la utk drive (sbb takut xnmpk signboard), especially mlm..

bace buku..or tgk mnde2 kt skrin laptop pn...xseclear pkai spek lah..

huhu..

ble dah kaya nnti.. trus operate je..sng. xpyh nk pk bwat spek or beli lens..

kan?

broke ups hurt but God knows better. cheer!

break ups hurt

terlebih lg kpd org yg terlebih empathy cam sy nih.

either I'm in the story

or someone else's.

been there, so i clearly know how it feels like.

now..

i heard 2 of my frens broke up.

I'm not gonna say their name..

just.. hear me.

the story.

both girls stat kapel since freshmen year. 1st year lah tu maksudnya. 

but i didn't pay such attention lah. mls nak amik taw sgt.

just taw la dorg kapel.

sume satu kelas.

ngan sy.

skrg.. dah abeh blajar.

people say, adat lah.. kapel masa kat uni je..

after dat mgkin dah tak sehaluan atau ape2 lah.

i heard.. this couple A..

I can see la the girl nmpk gak setia.

i tot they btol2 serius.

dah siap jumpa parents kot.

sy..suka la.. ble dah jumpe parent nih.

nmpk la official sikit.

sy xdek la menentang sgt kapel2 nih..

kapel la..tp..nnti kawen la..

jgn kapel suka2 je..

sadly..after dah grad..they broke up. why? me dunno.

the guy seems to like another girl he met in a program.

with all jiwang2 words in his FB.

kdg2 mcm dah psiko plk sy tgk.

sblm2 ni..xde pun tulis mnde2 gtu..

n rumors told me that..the guy xmo make it public sgt la ms ngan kwn sy nih.

"ape punya lelaki!!" bisik hati

her bestfren told me that parent the guy tuh dah suke sgt dah kat my fren tuh. siap nk pjuk lg si guy tuh..suh pk balik. 

eii..geram btulla. my fren tu xdek la kurangnye. comel je. baik. 

eii...si guy tuh igt dah kacak sgt ke nk cari lain? 

geram!

tp..salah that guy kah?

mungkin la..dorg mmg dah xde jodoh.

but.. seems like semudahnya beliau berubah hati.

ntah la...

then the other kapel.

kapel B.

rsnya dorg pn since freshmen year.

i heard la that guy tu sort of kuat kontrol.

kuat jealous.

salu jgk la my fren kena tengking2 ngan dy.

(smpai one day..my fren xtahan..nah amik! kena sebijik penampar kat muka. padan muka!)

hm.

that guy tu org penting la jgk.

byk nk kena bersosial.

jumpe rmai pompuan.

n...

masa tahun akhir, i keep seeing that guy ngan other girl. our classmate lah jgk.

sy xheran mana pn.. sbb dorg satu projek, so byk nak kena bincang sama2.

...........tp.. byk kali lah jgk bersama-sama nya.

"aii.. si _____ x jeles ke.. ngan ______ je memanjang nih. kalau aku..aii......" bisik hati.

so skrg.. after they broke up, mmg the guy kapel ngan si classmate td.

hmm..

*sebak nak marah

meaning.. mebi that guy mmg dah main2 perasaan ngan si classmate while still wif my fren tuh.

(*prasangka semata2..ishk2)

ls la nk cter pjg2.. lari matlamat.

the point nye here..

is it really true guys bleh brubah hati secepat tuh?

how dare la..

so... not-loyal.

haih.. ni bikin makin pyh nk pupuk kepercayaan kt lelaki nih.

igt pompuan ni mainan ke?

sy rs..most of us girls kapel pn.. matlamatnye nk kawen.

bkn suka2.

like me.. myself.

skrg single mingle.

slowly searching la jgk for the possible Mr Right..

tp.. ape yg sy imagine.. bkn nak dating cmne..or..g tgk wayang sesame.. 

but.. what our life might be after the marriage.

sweet things.. like masak sama2.. how to teach our children ke.. date n honeymoon..

ptg2 kuar jln2 tepi pntai same2..

(cewah.. imagine xpenah xterlebih..muahahaha)

ala.. ape2 yg xperlu nk kaver2 utk dibuat lah..

(eh..ni mcm dah lari point je..)

skali lg..

why la guys r so un-trust-able.

i know not everyone begituh tp.. seeing byk sgt kecurangan..or..ketidakseriusan...

sedikit sbyk glooms the trust la..

still.. i believe everything happen for reasons.

i dun remember the correct sentence.. but.. something..

" maybe one's destiny is to enter ur life, but not to stick in it. they walk away once their purpose is done.. God has planned everything for you. that guy perhaps just a small part in ur long ongoing story"

p/s: anti btol la cter2 break ups nih. eurgh!